Yaoi Being Life Ruining

So yeah...help me pls, so for some reason I can't see my acc on my top right cause the account profile thingy will be shown on the top right, and also for reading the mangas, its the old version and can't load the pages...?? So what do I do now? My acc can only work for my phone and not my ipad......T-T help me pls

I meannnnnn...I feel like I SHOULD stop but I just can't seem to stop...I feel like yaoi has been ruining my life but it's like something to help get through the tough times by escaping reality. I think my sisters found out and maybe they are gonna tell my parents and my life will be doomed. Plus I don't really talk to my sisters unless it's urgent so it's pretty hard here. Should I stop all of these and just live like a human being that doesn't know anything about yaoi??