First Kiss

I was heavily groomed and gaslit about it so back then I thought it was just ok but seeing it after a lot of therapy and care, it was just awful. I hope other victims I'm reading on this thread are doing better. It does get better with time, and you will realize that it doesn't have to be fucked up.   reply

I was 14 about to turn 15, with my childhood crush who was my bf of around 4 months at the time (15 y/o). I used my fingers on myself before but never finished + I was used to tampons too; I'm not sure if that was a contributer but it literally felt like nothing... Like it wasn't bad or good, there physically wasn't much of a sensation. He was gent......   reply

bitch almost slid it in without protection prep and foreplay good thing i wasnt so innocent and studied shit before doing the deed despite being a virgin so i fingered myself til i was loose enough anyways, it was meh couldnt cum they did tho so i just said lets sleep after didnt even asked for water it was that bad when i got home i tried sum adul......   2 reply

I'm scared of dícks. Can't imagine that thing entering me, I'd make a run fr.   reply

I think I was 10/11 it was around the same time I started Roleplaying that’s all I know   reply

always knew since my family is christian LMAO   reply

They're catholic   reply

I remember one quote from a manga I read. It says, "It's much better doing it several times with one person rather than doing it once with several people." And I agree with that so much. Doing it with a person you committed to is more fulfilling ( for me, it's marriage ). At first, since we were both virgins, we were still figuring out how we would......   reply

It was like near the end of middle school around Covid so like 13-14? man too much free time and saw a bjalex edit on tik tok and somehow i was hooked   reply