Confess To Your Crush

SO LIKE BACKGROUND: im a girl and ive noticed this upperclassman of mine and shes like so chill and we were in the same geometry class a few years ago. we got to know each other bc we kinda have the same name LOL (same pronunciation but different spelling oop) and like my sexuality is quaking bc everytime i see her she makes me SWOON. today i was at a restaurant and i saw her working there and i got excited so i went up and said hi. she kinda just said hi and went away and i was like shiit maybe i shouldnt have said anything. but then when i went to get my order she was at the checkout and she gave me a free cookie like one of those freshly made and melts in your mouth ones and i was like ???? wtf and she just shrugged and said it was a gift and told me to hide it and BITCH SHE WAS SO CHILL ABT IT TOO UGH AND SHES ONE OF THOSE QUIET PEOPLE WHO JUST MINDS THEIR OWN BUSINESS AWW IS THIS A GIRL CRUSH OR???? SHE GRADUATED SO THAT SUCKS SHOULD I ASK HER OUT ANYWAYS LIKE WE DONT TALK UNLESS WE RUN INTO EACH OTHER BUT SHIIII SHES SO OOMF

( I just needed to get this out of my conscience). I'm a 17 year old female, and I showed my boobs to someone in omegle. First of all the first time I went there was because of curiousity, nothing else, but then I guess I got tempted into doing it. I met some very horny guys and tbh some of them were kinda hot, so I got lured in by their compliments and did it. So the first time, I went into the website and found this really cute asian guy, we flirted for a while and then it got kinda steamy, so he asked me and I did it. He was 19 I think, but.... I felt really guilty after that . AND THE WORSE THING IS I did it like 4 more times through the next month (some guys were also my age). To protect myself I wore a mask so they could only see my eyes. Honestly I was not horny at all, and none of the experience turned me on. I was very depressed and lonely back then so I kind of just wanted the attention from others, I liked it when they complimented me and told me I was beautiful and how they liked my body and etc; it made me feel less lonely. That was like 5 or 6 months ago so now I am in a better place since I get to hang out with my friends more than before and I'm not as lonely. I relfected on it for a while and came to the conclusion that I have to love my body and respect it and not use it to get a random stranger's attention and compliments because I am lonely . But yeah, I will never tell anyone this in real life until I die.