Listen To J Rock Or J Pop

When your reading a manga or manhwa and you see the characters having good friends and family and having fun, do you ever just feel sad and happy at the same time? Like you want that kind of friends and family, you're like jealous of it but your also happy cuz the scene makes you happy and it makes you happy that the characters have that?

Lol idk. Cuz I sometimes cry about it lmao

if so rec me some J rock songs/playlists

punk/indie/alt rock preferred but anything is fine