Looking For Yaoi Manga

People who read straight manhwas / manhuas ( excluding mangas ), how do you manage to read them because I find most of them having the same power dynamics, toxicity, gender imbalance, gender roles, toxic tropes, harassment tropes, dumbing down and having one dimensional female characters, stereotypical feminine roles or "quirky" characters who have no personality of their own and are a mere monolith.

(May be TMI but the power imbalances give me body dysphoria and wish I was born in a different body because then life would be so so much easier and better without any stupid social expectations or a history of crime because I was born an "inferior" human being )

I have read some good ones, but they still utilise the same power imbalances which turned me and many other readers to bls - where atleast there aren't gender imbalances or gender roles and both the partners have free will. Not dismissing the glaring problem or so so many of the recent bl manhuas having rape / stockholm syndrome

I don’t remember if it's Shounen Ai but it didn’t have any explicit s*x scene. The ML is an Alpha and owner or something of a Research Centre and MC was an Omega Researcher at his company. MC is the illegitimate son of another Company Owner, who had him with an Omega man (MC's mom) who ran away with a goon after leaving MC with his grandparents as MC's dad married someone from his own social circle. MC had an omega half-brother who was his father's legitimate son and had been betrothed or supposed to be married off to ML. For some reason it broke off and MC's half-brother started dating ML's cousin brother (another famous Alpha). This side couple was both celebrities. ML proposed a contractual relationship to MC for pheromone control or something but they kept it secret at their workplace. MC's dad invites over "fiances" of his both sons (ML and his cousin brother) and the four of them had a dinner with the dad. The cousin kept flirting with MC while the half-brother kept showing off his relationship to ML. ML was annoyed the whole time and MC kept thinking ML didn’t get over his half-brother. Meanwhile MC's grandmother became weaker and suddenly his Omega Dad calls the grandmother saying how she missed them and that he broke up with his boyfriend after he lost all the money MC's mom stole from his grandparents (his parents) before leaving behind MC with them blah blah blah. MC sees right through and says "he only calls now that he has lost everything".
I read till the chapter where MC suddenly went into heat during a presentation and hid in the bathroom. ML had to go and bring him out, carrying him to the car as ML's cousin brother watch them from the hallway.

ML and MC are both chaebols. MC is in sort of a succession battle with his brother and he doesn't want to be cause he loves his brother even though his brother kinda wants to kill him so to get out of the succession game he tries to fake date a guy cause they have a homophobic grandpa. ML is gay and MLs grandpa says he can be in a happy gay relationship ONLY if his partner is of his caliber. So they fake date.