Looking For Yaoi Manga

Its about the uke and the seme attending a party, they spend the night together but upon waking up they agree that they should forget what happened . The uke realize his feeling to the seme and didn't forget what happened that night, but the seme feel rhe same way . The seme likes a girl who is the bestfriend of the uke and that girl is inlive with another guy. The uke always ask the seme to go out with him but the seme reject him everytime , he said that he like a girl and not with the same gender. Well theres another party which where the seme push the uke and the uke falls into puddle and leave his house running ,while the seme told him to die . After that the uke have an accident where he loss his memories and emotions.

So I was reading this yaoi this last year (I guess) and I forgot the title huhuーI only remember is
-It's about friendships (huhu)
-The seme has cold eyes and black haired
-The uke is tough he has a brown short haired
-the style of the comic is created by watercolors (I guessー)
-I remembered the cover! The one is standing (uke) his hands is inside on his jacket's pocket, the seme is sitting beside of himー

Pls if anybody knows the title. It's been a hour since I started lookingーI did even look the tags but noーThank you guys if you found this yaoi! Luv u all kekek(TдT)(TдT)

hi does anyone know the title of a bl manhua/manhwa/webtoon where the first chapter of the story the guy was trying to commit suicide by jumping off the building? i cant rmb the title...but the story is in scrolling format and it's fully coloured!

Plot is: main character looks exactly like his father, especially his face. His father abandons his family & is pretty bad. Mc grows up with people commenting how he looks like his dad & will surely trun out just as bad. Mc develops a complex about his face, starts hating it.
Mc moves out, trying for a fresh start. His neighbor, a college student, looks exactly like him though (Mc has a darker skin tone and dark hair, also wears an earring tho). MC instantly dislikes his neighbor since they have the same face and and tried to avoid him. Neighbor is very friendly and wants to befriend Mc.
Mc gets his earring torn out while sleeping with a kind of asshole guy. Neighbor gets kinda mad and insists Mc should take better care of himself & not meet asshole anymore.
Around ch. 3 asshole mistakes neighbor for Mc. Neighbor, pretending he is Mc, asks what it will take to make asshole never approach him (MC) again. Asshole says 'one last time together (or maybe it was one last blowjob idk)'. Neighbor reluctantly agrees, and Mc walks in on them and gets pissed. That's all I can remember.
I think MC was raised by his grandma but I'm not sure anymore.
tl;dr:
Main character has tan skin and dark hair and am earring, hates his own face.
Love interest has the exact same face, but lighter skin and blond hair; is mc's neighbor & a college student.
I'm not even sure if it's on mangagao since I read it on a different site :/ oops
Abt Tipps are appreciated ^^