Insomnia Thoughts

Sometimes before i go to bed, i always think about my loved ones dying when i grow up and to think about that makes me cry a lot. There's also times where i think about my past a lot and how i shouldn't have been the way i was. It's pretty hard to forgive and forget when you can't even forgive yourself. When that happens, i try to watch a video or ......   reply

I believe, i am convinced that either I am going to be murdered by a bullet, or brutally stabbed to death. 2. I am going to go with my family wishes and married a guy. He is going to turn out to be abusive and he is going to kill me by strangling me. 3. This is my ideal one. I drink myself to death cuz I have a addictive, obsessive personality and......   1 reply

Is there a line for how sadistic someone can be? Like if they enjoy murdering and torturing animals. Does that still count as sadistic or is that just evil. Cuz technically a Sadist person enjoys inflicting pain. Perhaps there is no limit. I just wonder why some people are considered sadistic while others are considered evil when all and all they b......   1 reply

Can a hickey be given to a di---?   1 reply

watch the movie have zombies and ppl are like so da zombies real or wut （￣へ￣）   reply

When you're lying awake at night, all you can think about is ways you could have done something differently lmao. at night, i'll flip through all my memories of the day and internally cringe and the things i've said and done during the day. and you have to live with the fact that YOU'VE ALREADY FUCKED THINGS UP AND THERE'S NO GOING BACK EXCEPT TO W......   1 reply

I attempted suicide but failed so I always think that "What if I really did died back then will people be sad?will they mourn for me?" Because when my friends knew that I cut and overdosed myself they didn't care they didn't asked whats wrong with me and why I did that they just made fun of me . What always gets me is that I have this one friend at......   4 reply

The midnight thoughts that I used to have then weren't even comprehensible much as they were all scattered, my mind racing from one thought to another in a span of seconds. Most of them filled with fears and prayers. Sometimes, it would even seem that my thoughts weren't even from me anymore, like they were coming from someone else. I don't even kn......   1 reply