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: On one hand yes I’m happy to see them together again but on the other hand Cirrus was going through it. He went trough the five stages of grief because of their relationship. He already felt unloved before their relationship but during and after their relationship he felt even worse. Skylar basically confirmed every single one of his insecurities. That he’s not as good as Chan il, that he doesn’t love him and worst of all that he deserved getting beat. Even if Skylar told him that he loved him now it wouldn’t feel satisfying because he did it after the guilt came back to haunt him. Cirrus was like so close to the edge because of Skylar. He was the first person he opened up to and told about the rape he went through. Them just making up and being happy in a relationship is just disappointing especially because it reminds of the chapter after Skylar beat Cirrus they just kissed and everybody accepted Cirrus feeling like shit. I want Cirrus to tell Skylar exactly how horrible Skylar made him feel during their relationship.
I completely get why Cirrus did not let Skylar into the house. Some people were saying he’s playing hard to get but that’s bs. Cirrus never really had plans for the future. He just wanted to make his dad suffer like he did and disappear which could be interpreted in different ways. Maybe those college plans were something Skylar already forgot about but those plans meant everything to Cirrus. Skylar was ignoring Cirrus 90% of their relationship. Cirrus was degrading himself so badly that he was okay with the fact that Skylar didn’t love him and only used him as a replacement for Chan il. And that small apology did feel heartfelt enough.
And before people say Cirrus was in the wrong too, Cirrus has been apologizing in all of season 3. This season was a whole Cirrus suffering and apologizing parade. It’s okay to admit and Skylar is the one who needs to do the apologizing this time. I need Skylar and Cirrus both go to therapy so Skylar handles his toxic behavior and anger issues and Cirrus needs to deal with his trauma and abandonment issues. Cirrus needs to love himself before he can love others. Skylar needs to deal with his past and come in terms with his sexuality before he gets into a relationship. I know a lot of people are going to say that Skylar does love Cirrus but if Skylar loved Cirrus as much as y’all say he did he wouldn’t be able to bear seeing the one he loves suffer like that. I would NEVER hit the one I love. I’ve heard a lot of excuses for people who bear their partners like “he has a bad day” “his dog died” “his father was an asshole to him growing up”. Those are the same excuses people used for Skylar and just because he’s pretty and traumatized that doesn’t make it okay no matter if he has past trauma. We all have things we are going through and we still don’t go around beating the people we love.
Maybe in a couple of years after they both grow than they can maybe get together.
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I completely get why Cirrus did not let Skylar into the house. Some people were saying he’s playing hard to get but that’s bs. Cirrus never really had plans for the future. He just wanted to make his dad suffer like he did and disappear which could be interpreted in different ways. Maybe those college plans were something Skylar already forgot about but those plans meant everything to Cirrus. Skylar was ignoring Cirrus 90% of their relationship. Cirrus was degrading himself so badly that he was okay with the fact that Skylar didn’t love him and only used him as a replacement for Chan il. And that small apology did feel heartfelt enough.
And before people say Cirrus was in the wrong too, Cirrus has been apologizing in all of season 3. This season was a whole Cirrus suffering and apologizing parade. It’s okay to admit and Skylar is the one who needs to do the apologizing this time. I need Skylar and Cirrus both go to therapy so Skylar handles his toxic behavior and anger issues and Cirrus needs to deal with his trauma and abandonment issues. Cirrus needs to love himself before he can love others. Skylar needs to deal with his past and come in terms with his sexuality before he gets into a relationship. I know a lot of people are going to say that Skylar does love Cirrus but if Skylar loved Cirrus as much as y’all say he did he wouldn’t be able to bear seeing the one he loves suffer like that. I would NEVER hit the one I love. I’ve heard a lot of excuses for people who bear their partners like “he has a bad day” “his dog died” “his father was an asshole to him growing up”. Those are the same excuses people used for Skylar and just because he’s pretty and traumatized that doesn’t make it okay no matter if he has past trauma. We all have things we are going through and we still don’t go around beating the people we love.
Maybe in a couple of years after they both grow than they can maybe get together.