Yellowcanary : Honestly Erica is so fucking real like the fact that she’s told that man that she was going to kill herself is iconic enough on its own but the i was not expecting the look into her world. I feel like a lot of people don’t really empathize or understand her at all due to never being in her position but she is someone who was drowning due to her sister even if her sister didn’t know it. Her sister’s successes felt like wounds personally inflicted while her grandfather’s words made it clear that she was a waste to the point where she tried to take her life. In the novel, the sister who tries to take her life, does it for attention however, since they changed the sister who did it here and make it look like a genuine attempt to die because if she’s a lost cause that she has nothing to live for. Her only advocates were her parents who were taken away from her, and then she had to be “sick” for the rest of her life which locked her in a gilded cage. I feel like with the red knight he was trying to give her a new reason to live but the reason why he lives is due to his brother and family is not a good enough answer for her.

I don’t know what would genuinely be the best ending for her but I think she needs distance from both her grandfather and sister. I don’t really want her to die but if her attempt is ruined I imagine it’s going to ruin her mentally especially if she calls it her first victory. Maybe in death she can get her first win and her eternal rest.

The_Potato : Please don't be a toxic father in-law please don't be a toxic father in-law please don't be a toxic father in-law