Renn
: Reading this new chapter while listen to the song "I wanna be yours" feel more sweet you know
beansprout
: My obsession with this man is maddening. I'm in too deep for me to save myself. I love him in a way that’s illogical and unreasonable. It’s not because he’s kind. It’s because he isn’t. Because everything he does is for his own peace, his own dream of disappearing into a quiet, undisturbed life—and somehow, the world keeps twisting that selfish pursuit into something heroic. I love the way he plots and lies and spins the perfect trap and how he lets people think he's noble when all he’s doing is clearing the path to a couch he’ll probably never get to lie on (like you can lie on me , baby hehe). I LOVE HIM. I love how life drags him, kicking and bloodied, into the center of everything he tried to avoid. I love the irony that the man who most deserves peace is the one peace refuses to touch the most. He doesn’t seek affection, and yet the world hands him loyalty. He doesn’t want recognition, and yet he becomes a legend. I love how every sly smile feels like a quiet victory over the universe trying to drag him into importance—when infact it's all schemes and fake pleasantries. He doesn’t want glory. He just wants a soft bed, a roof, and the right to be lazy. And yet, every move he makes for that goal pulls him deeper into messes he never asked for. That irony is delicious. He is the villain of his own lazy life hahaha. And good god, I'm obsessed with it. I love him. I adore him so much. I adore the way he is the way he is. He doesn’t try to be admired, but he makes me fall for him harder every time he rolls his eyes at the chaos he accidentally fixed. He is exhaustion wrapped in genius, selfishness twisted into legend, and I would read him tear down kingdoms just to buy himself a nap—and still call it beautiful. I love him like a painting I can only stare. He was never meant to be anyone’s savior, and that’s exactly why I want to kneel for him, in one way or another ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ Cale Henituse, my soul and my heart aches for you. And this is even my favorite story but he's my number 1 favorite bitch hahahah.
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