Saika
: I was wondering what exactly about the mc was rubbing me the wrong way and I think I've figured it out with the script reading in ch 4.
As far as we've been shown he's been failing in his career because he's just not that good and not because of his peers stealing roles or purpose sabotage. This is proven with him still being able to convince his agent that he wanted the youth train audition and the only push back from said agent was a confidence check. So now him getting this power that makes him understand his characters in minutes and remembering the full script yet have him running his mouth (it's just thoughts tbh but still) about his co-stars not understanding the deeper meaning and, with that somehow making them less than him is kinda pissing me off.
Is he right that blondy didn't get the script and later is a total ass about it and he owes him no humility whatsoever? Yes. My issue is that in this situation his thoughts give a sense of superiority he did not earn. And before y'all explain the whole plot of this story, I don't need him to struggle or anything, what I needed was for him to enjoy his power and just push on with his succes.
But you could also argue that's what makes him a nuanced character, not everyone should be neutral good etc. and, you'd be right to a certain point. I guess I just don't like mc's with that character or I just don't like this mc specifically.
oh well, it was bugging me quite bad and writing this was cathartic.
cookie
: fuck the right offf psycho nurse you’re crazy for even thinking of putting your hands on a kid
Feeds
I've figured it out with the script reading in ch 4.
As far as we've been shown he's been failing in his career because he's just not that good and not because of his peers stealing roles or purpose sabotage.
This is proven with him still being able to convince his agent that he wanted the youth train audition and the only push back from said agent was a confidence check.
So now him getting this power that makes him understand his characters in minutes and remembering the full script yet have him running his mouth (it's just thoughts tbh but still) about his co-stars not understanding the deeper meaning and, with that somehow making them less than him is kinda pissing me off.
Is he right that blondy didn't get the script and later is a total ass about it and he owes him no humility whatsoever? Yes.
My issue is that in this situation his thoughts give a sense of superiority he did not earn.
And before y'all explain the whole plot of this story, I don't need him to struggle or anything, what I needed was for him to enjoy his power and just push on with his succes.
But you could also argue that's what makes him a nuanced character, not everyone should be neutral good etc. and, you'd be right to a certain point.
I guess I just don't like mc's with that character or I just don't like this mc specifically.
oh well, it was bugging me quite bad and writing this was cathartic.