Koimonogatari
Brief notes: inner monologue, school and homophobia, finding confidants in each other, slow burn Finished Volume 1 I liked it. It expresses the POV of both a gay man as well as a ‘heterosexual’ person (or at least a person unfamiliar with homosexual struggles) seeing homosexuality for the first time. The dialogue itself gets confusing at times, but I don’t particularly mind, as it addresses what it means for a person to be gay. It is a bit difficult, at times, to get into the mind space of a person unfamiliar with LGBTQ+ issues, as for me, I have seen it on the internet for a long time, during a time where it’s become more accepted. But I know there are other countries, where even in Japan, it’s still not being taken so seriously, and it heavily relies on the social space around you to feel comfortable. I feel that it expresses internalized homophobia well, especially in the context of a more conservative country. I feel as it’s gotten me, personally, to feel more comfortable about my ideas, as well as embrace other ones. I enjoyed the volume 1 for exploring sexuality, and discussing what it means to live in your adolescence. It is not afraid to embrace prejudice within the school setting, and is able to define what an ‘outsider looking in’ may feel like without pushing the discussion away from issues regarding homosexuality. I appreciate to see an MC who tries to understand, at least, rather than make the narrative about himself. * manga written in 2000
Kyuuketsuki to Yukai na Nakama-tachi
Fears immortality, the beauty of loved ones, cherishing them while they're alive, societal outcast, loving someone, treasuring someone
Chameleon wa Tenohira ni Koi wo Suru
An overly emotive actor encounters someone who was born deaf.
Sasori to Otome
Author and editor pair that had a sort of romance going on when they were in high school. This one's interesting for its exploration into writers' block. Felt like the mangaka was drawing from their own experience for that. Felt vulnerable, open that way. Romance development track was essentially the editor going "I like you," as the MC struggled with his own feelings. Progression as of the current chapter's been left on a good note :)
Sleeping Dead
Mad scientist revives an aquaintance who died in an alley. There were side effects. Manga explores those side effects. --- tl;dr Unique concept that further stands out with moody tone and fascinating character dynamics. Initial chapter ideas and uncertain pacing of middle chapters coalesce into slightly rushed but powerful ending. The manga is rather morbid in tone. A bit gory---lots of hijinks involving having to kill people for the mad scientist's experiments. Oh, yes. The mad scientist. He's ultimately what makes this the manga it is. He has a fascinating dynamic with the man he resurrected---he very much treats him like a toy to be played with, except, no, it's not exactly that, either. Their dynamic is truly interesting in the sense that they sort of...mesh together, rather than fall in love in the conventional sense. The resurrected man has no one; he is dead to the world. The scientist has no one, either; he's isolated himself in the name of science. So. They make do, love each other in the best sense they can until the end. I love stories like this one. I haven't finished this one yet, but I've gone through a majority of it and encountered spoilers for the ending. It's a bit rushed, but it's GOOD. It's wraps everything up well, and, I believe, is the only one that I think fits thematically.
Form of Sympathy
ch 67 Manga’s a bitch to the heart! Literally been angst the whole way through but it’s! Just! So! Good! I absolutely love the additional commentary about teaching, depression, and sexuality, to name a few. Author says they’ve done interviews with teachers on teaching life, and it really shows in the work. Since this is BL, of course there’s sex, but there’s also interesting commentary on these different contemporary topics.
Shangri La no Tori
One of the best buildups I’ve ever seen, holy shit. Really compelling.
ENNEAD
It’s really good, like, a solid compelling story! If you read a Cruel God Reigns, I think you’d enjoy this story as well, as it untwined a similarly dark family dynamic into the story. And of course, both of them have dubious consent couples, because why don’t they! But honestly, read it for the drama. The lives of gods are certainly interesting… Update: Now that I’ve paid closer attention…the author REALLY has it out for Seth. God, I hate him, but I also feel bad for him, because everyone’s out here with a boner for him. Update 2: So, those scenes... It was a bit too much for me. I'll hold off on it till later. I think the family plot's still interesting, but, lord, I could *not* handle that gangbang scene. Paired with what Zeus did in season 2...I get it, Seth's an ass, but he's becoming a better god, albeit real slowly. After Season 2, I've unfortunately become emotionally invested in his ratty ass 3 --- MATURE! Really great familial conflict. Everyone was incredibly compelling and multi-faceted. Really reminded me of A Cruel God Reigns, especially the dynamics with certain…characters. With that in mind, watch out for warnings, it gets pretty explicit. Romance is pretty interesting, although not entirely healthy. (Jeremy/Ian vibes) But it’s not treated that way, which is fine by me. They’re also divine related, uncle and nephew, but they’re gods, they’re all rel --- WILL MOVE FROM LIST === [ Quietly Infatuated x A…lot of issues ] —Interesting that I have two uncle-nephew relationships on this list. That aside, not only does Mojito provide an interesting twist to the Egyptian mythos, she allocates a lot of care into the dynamics of the gods, especially in regards to the ENNEAD quartet, it hits you when you don’t expect it, but like a passing wave, you can easily get swept in. — (S1) My god, did this give of A Cruel God Reigns energy. From the relationship between MC and ML, to the root of familial conflict? Honestly slaps. I’m ready for those Osiris/Greg parallels because here we go! Seriously, go in it for those character dynamics. I won’t spoil, but it’s great, albeit long. 14 09,2021
Kagakubu no Megane
Fave. Strong panelling, great establishment of tone. Really awkward, but really suited exploration of adolescense thing going on here
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