Popo's manga / #university(1)

4.5 stars. I think what's preventing me from giving it a full five stars is that the story is set up to make you feel a little bit more sympathy for Hiro rather than Sei, who actually got the shit end of the stick in life. And I actually do like both of the characters a lot. But since this is told from Hiro's perspective, we get a lot of more insight into why he does some of the dumb things he does. Whereas with Sei, there's a lot more guessing involved and a lot of distance between the readers and his characters because we can only view him through what Hiro nose and he doesn't really know much. I love the art and character designs. This is one of the rare instances where the cover art isn't nearly as pretty as the art on the inside. They can be so beautiful at times. The sex scenes are hot and sensual and intimate at times. I also love the way the story is told. The author is more concerned about feelings rather than up by the book sequence of events. So if it feels very dreamy and at times it feels like things happen very abruptly but it also makes the emotional parts of the story very impactful. I love the chibi. They're drawn in a very cartoon style rather than a cute style. And they really reflect Hiro's immaturity. Both of the characters are flawed but likable. Hiro is very dumb when it comes to trying to convince his childhood crush to date him. He fumbles so much and makes so many mistakes but you can see that his heart is in the right place. He's depicted as the weaker of the two characters so a lot of his decisions make a lot of sense. He tries but then gets run over all the time because Sei just has a stronger personality and doesn't care about his opinion. I feel so bad for Sei. From the little bits and pieces we learn from Hiro's perspective, it seems he has had a rough life ever since he was a child and he spent most of his young life being taken advantage of by men to the point where he's so cynical and jaded in this prevents him from accepting Hiro back into his life. BTW, if a child initiates or imitates a sexual acts, that usually means they've been assaulted by someone older (Sei's older brother's friend in this case) it's really unfortunate that Sei repeated that action to Hiro. And then it seems he starts sleeping with older men in high school. Rather than money he was looking for praise which is so sad. And by the time he reunites with Hiro, he's already done with romantic relationships.