myaoich's manga / #unrequited love(73)

fuck I came looking for smut but I didn't expect this to be fuckng dark and sad. And uke's love isn't really returned holy shit I want to cry

HOLY SHIT. This is fucking messed up but it's the type to break your heart. Other psychological mangas only traumatize you or make me mad but this... holy shit I mean it's not even a new concept to me but it's the way everything was illustrated and told that it still managed to shake me. It was fucking dark, I thought the megane and the uke are gonna end up but no. I don't believe this is completed wtf it just ended on that??? I wanted to see if Roku did really recover from PTSD, and also that megane's story too. There's a lot of missing things on this and it's giving me goosebumps. I hope this has a sequel or things get continued because it's gonna give me nightmares. Plus, Kei's affair with their stepdad, please I want to have that asshole arrested. Okay, let's say Kei seduced him but he was in the right mind to refuse him. And someone said this in the comments, that it could be Kei who's just pretending to be Riku. I think that could be possible too, though it's more likely that it was Riku himself. He wasn't gay in the first place, but because he saw his brother doing "that", and they have the same face I guess he believes he's like that too. This is really interesting. It's less graphic compared to other psychological bl but it's substance is definitely a great amount. There were missing pages and sometimes it's confusing because Kei and Roku's pov transitions too suddenly but it was really good. Wish this continues.

SO CUTE!!!! (✿ ♡‿♡) SO WHOLESOME TOO owo I LOVE IT. I wish it was longer or the seme's friend gets a sequel and there'll be a fast forward so we can see them as adults!(◍•ᴗ•◍)

ehhhh the main couple's relationship was toxic af I can't really tell if they're going to be happy this time. it was shitty af but since I am kind of into the angst I liked it, and it wasn't as melodramatic as Unreachable lol the smex was good, too. I wanted to see more of the second couple nooooooo I am so interested in them but only 2, chapters of side stories??༎ຶ‿༎ຶ

SO CUTE!!!!! THIS IS SO FLUFFY AND ADORABLE I'M MELTING (♡ω♡ ) ~♪ AAAAAAAAAA I LOVE THE SMALL ANGST TOO! I WANTED IT TO BE LONGER TO BE HONEST

this was dramatic and hella toxic but I gotta admit I like how this omegaverse has different things from the usual ones, like -alphas have purple eyes, and they become golden when they're dazed by omega pheromones -reverse mating. alpha can't mark omega but omega can mark alpha, and alpha can't have another omega until omega dies and the reason why I rate this high despite all the toxic and heavy shit because it's my cup of tea lol and I also really like how crazy the omega is. He's got a strong personality tho not as strong as our super gay Chanwoo of BJ Alex- more like Shin from King's Maker, but he's just crazier, and stupidly in love. He was being hurt and I was being satisfied lmao sorry bby except that part he was fucking raped! Fuck no holy shit fuck those bastards. Alpha is really hot tho no cap but he's trash can lol he did change in the end I guess?? the ending was rushed lmfao I have a lot of questions about this book lol

eh..it was ok. I didn't feel anything but I do acknowledge they love each other. also, not cleaning after using ur best friend's room is fucking gross what the hell lol but overall it was ok

I fucking cried at ch. 4 because seme was really a huge asshole, humiliating uke like that!!! I feel happy for Yousuke but ever since they broke up I can't just like him anymore >:< I wish his sis would find her own happiness too I mean, I was indeed angry at her for being childish but I understand her. Ah whatever I just really can't trust the seme sgsgeusjhdhs with other yaoi couples I can imagine their relationship lasting longer but not with this one, like what seme and uke said (though that was before their breakup) but until now that's how it feels like. urghhh

first and last story was okay and if the second and third stories were not in separate books I would've really rated this lower because they're apparently rape. first story is dubcon, and last story is the only thing with consent and justifiable romance bruh 1st story: one of the typical yaoi plot wherein office rivals become lovers. it's really hot tho owo and seme's face is my type. like I said it was dubcon so I'm not bothered by the elevator sex (except that I know elevators usually have cams right dhgdjejs do they have exhibitionism kink lol) smut scenes were good 2nd: creepy guy who works in an av shop rapes their regular who mistakenly bought a gay av. disgusting. eventho the uke felt good later on it is fucking rape 3rd: creepy as well. I mean, the seme is good looking but stalking a student is fuckn creepy. I don't mind some sensei x student relationship where student is underage but this shit has no consent. like 2nd story, apparent rape. uke felt good onwards but still 4th: another fucking creepy guy molesting our megane uke but seme saves him. seme and uke are really adorable I am glad seme isn't a piece of shit, and uke didn't get raped. I love how seme protected him and even went as far as to speak up because uke is scared aaaaaaa