myaoich's manga / #uke has small eyes(1)

I stopped reading this book the first time I got to read it but decided to read it again, and I'm still pissed at the seme. I know he does like Itonaga, and I can see it, but I just can't forgive him. I kind of understand the feeling that you want to push someone away becaus wyou have feelings for them and you don't want them fo find out but what he did was something the inititated trauma for uke. I want to be angry at uke to for being unable to be angry at seme just because he likes him and he even blames himself, but I just feel sad for him. He is so cute for me and his eyes are pretry to me!!! I don't get why people are annoyed by him smh and this was kinda smut heavy and they were hot ngl but I feel kinda guilty because uke looks to pure >< I mean it's not the first time an uke who looks innocent and angelic is fucked and erotic and I enjoy them but I just can't feel the same with this uke lol I hope he gains more friends. The relationship is kinda toxic if u look closely tbh I'm happy they get to have less misunderstandings because they become more honest with each other but they're so kinky and possessive of e/o in my opinion. I just hope one day it doesn't suffocate one or both of them. Art was good, but I couldn't say I found the romance lovely