myaoich's manga / #twisted(26)

Kakkou no Yume

Complete | Tamekou | 2016 released

HOLY SHIT I did not see that coming!! from the cover I sensed that it was going to be something kinda twisted but the first chapters it seemed ordinary but WHEW this was...I don't even know where to start. I dislike seme for being that rude to Seno because he likes Hakushima so much. Honestly Seno did annoy and creep me out because of how he acted so well like Hakushima (the way he dressed like Hakushima, his attitude, even the poem) but I understand he only wants to be loved, too. He fell in love with someone who's in love with someone else....uh..well I kinda relate xD but really eventhough I disliked some parts I really liked this. The characters scared me off in some panels, even Hakushima because they make that "I'm a fucking psycho try me bitch" face like in those other psychological mangas. But overall, great story. idc if many people dislike this I like how twisted it was <:

Red Theatre

Complete | OGAWA Chise | 2000 released

the literature references!!!! omGGGGGGG it was fuckin heavy but I'm glad Adam and Yuriy obtained peace in the end. I also wanted to see more of that uncle and his lover I bet they were hot owo I

Boku o Warui Ko ni Shite

Complete | HAIDA Nanako | 2017 released

uke is a masochist lolol the early chapters really weirded me out :/ seme thinks uke and he are alike because of their bruises, then uke tells him to keep it a secret but seme blackmails him and rapes him and stops in abruptly and then uke falls for him dafq lol ok I did like him a bit when he comforted uke when uke was frightened by the loud sounds. uke is stupid imo like yeah smart in school but stupid with his feelings but maybe living with an abusive parent made him like that? Touma too. I sympathize with their abusive past but it still doesn't excuse seme's actions (he did repent but stilllll) I was gonna rate this lower but I did see that they fell genuinely in love. I like seme's foster father he kind af I thought it was gonna be darker at first because of what seme said but it turns out it was his stupid secretary who fabricated shit ://// there were times I felt like it was abrupt or rushed but it turned out okay. Beautiful art. And yes, uke doesn't admit it but he's obviously an m, not minding if seme 'ties him down' lmaooo

Ore no Kimochi ga Wakaru ka

Complete | Kyouichi | 2016 released

bruh this is fucked up... seme likes hurting uke and uke doesn't mind getting hurt as long as it's seme who abuses him. It'd be fine if it was in sex but no, even their schoolmates witnessed the abuse and are scared of seme lmao and that woman...oh bro I feel so bad for her she's nice. Why are nice women getting entangled in fucked up yaoi lmao and seme only dated her coz she resembles uke. fucked up. I wished it was longer, like what happened after? Seme started a family with his wife? Did his wife find out about seme's colors? idk bruh

Choco Strawberry Vanilla

Complete | psyche delico | 2000 released

well shit I really like this one tho it's weird. I really like take and mine oml idk why I ship them so hard when mine dislikes him T_T I'm a sucker for unrequited love, perhaps? well, yeah somehow I hoped he came to love take too instead of focusing on hiroi. They are all twsited tbh, and if imaginary friends/double identity exists, take would be the personization of it, as he is 'part of' hiroi. It's like Ren being separated from Aoba in DMMMD tbh. art-wise, this is so hot and good. Take is so attractive pls TWO MOLES??? *dies* I liked this very much

Kawaii Senpai no Kaigoroshikata

Complete | ICHINASHI Kimi | 2015 released

I like it. twisted, i know but I liked this one. idk

Sei no Gekiyaku

Complete | Mizuta yuki | 2019 released

I saw the movie and it was *chef's kiss* definitely fucked up at first but both seme and uke's lives are sad af. Seme is actually a good guy after read: I knew the manga would be different from the movie in some parts, but they are actually good!! I think I like this story better tho, because in the movie seme "murdered" his lover but in here it's his family, and it adds up better since it's psychological. hot smut, tho it was twisted no doubt about it.

Sora o Daite Oyasumi

Complete | kyuugou | 2009 released

HOLY SHIT. This is fucking messed up but it's the type to break your heart. Other psychological mangas only traumatize you or make me mad but this... holy shit I mean it's not even a new concept to me but it's the way everything was illustrated and told that it still managed to shake me. It was fucking dark, I thought the megane and the uke are gonna end up but no. I don't believe this is completed wtf it just ended on that??? I wanted to see if Roku did really recover from PTSD, and also that megane's story too. There's a lot of missing things on this and it's giving me goosebumps. I hope this has a sequel or things get continued because it's gonna give me nightmares. Plus, Kei's affair with their stepdad, please I want to have that asshole arrested. Okay, let's say Kei seduced him but he was in the right mind to refuse him. And someone said this in the comments, that it could be Kei who's just pretending to be Riku. I think that could be possible too, though it's more likely that it was Riku himself. He wasn't gay in the first place, but because he saw his brother doing "that", and they have the same face I guess he believes he's like that too. This is really interesting. It's less graphic compared to other psychological bl but it's substance is definitely a great amount. There were missing pages and sometimes it's confusing because Kei and Roku's pov transitions too suddenly but it was really good. Wish this continues.

Ai to Makoto (Moriyo)

Complete | Moriyo | 2017 released

holy shit an incest omegaverse?? this is my second time reading twin incest and it's so good!!! I mean, I would definitely frown at incest shit but this is an exception because it's good! I wish there was an extra where Seiji finally bit Towa and they have threesome while Towa's in heat or Seiji's in rut *sobs* I WANTED BABIES TOO. The fact that there was indeed love among them was heartfelt. I really love Towa, and I've also learned to realize who was Seiji and who was Aiji (because of the hair and personality! and yes also the fashion when Towa pointed it out) The art is so good, and the twins' art remind me of Harada's style xD this is unusual but it's definitely going to my favorites.

Nure Nezumi-tachi no Koi

Complete | Rihara | 2016 released

HOLY SHIT THAT CH 1 WAS REALLY SCARY ASF it went from 1 to 100 real quick FUCKKKKK THAT WAS MESSED UP OF THE SHITTY SENSEI. I was really glad blonde protag found his happy ending and it was healthy with his bf uwu i love them sm I was fucking anxious because something bad might happen to that cutie BUT THANK GOD NOTHING BAD HAPPENED HE STRONG AF but THE MEGANE PROTAG DOESN'T DESERVE THAT PIECE OF SHIT!!!!!! >:<< just because he was traumatized doesn't mean he should inflict the same thing on his students. AND HE SHOULD ACTUALLY GO TO JAIL FOR HAVING SEX WITH HIS STUDENTS BRUH ugh I'm so mad at him he made me so fucking anxious but anyway I'm glad megane and blonde and his bf became friends <33 if the sensei's character development was shown I would've been happy but eh