myaoich's manga / #trauma(4)

whew so the seme is manipulative (as typical in Harada's works). He rides on his childhood friend's guilt and trauma from 'not being able to protect him' from that car accident that cost his leg. The uke panics whenever he worries for seme and the seme is enjoying that. He knows uke will never forgive himself until seme says what happened wasn't uke's fault but of course because he's fucked up, he doesn't. I'm rating this 4 4star because I wanted uke to somehow wake up or smth but ofc I know traumas are shit

HOLY SHIT. This is fucking messed up but it's the type to break your heart. Other psychological mangas only traumatize you or make me mad but this... holy shit I mean it's not even a new concept to me but it's the way everything was illustrated and told that it still managed to shake me. It was fucking dark, I thought the megane and the uke are gonna end up but no. I don't believe this is completed wtf it just ended on that??? I wanted to see if Roku did really recover from PTSD, and also that megane's story too. There's a lot of missing things on this and it's giving me goosebumps. I hope this has a sequel or things get continued because it's gonna give me nightmares. Plus, Kei's affair with their stepdad, please I want to have that asshole arrested. Okay, let's say Kei seduced him but he was in the right mind to refuse him. And someone said this in the comments, that it could be Kei who's just pretending to be Riku. I think that could be possible too, though it's more likely that it was Riku himself. He wasn't gay in the first place, but because he saw his brother doing "that", and they have the same face I guess he believes he's like that too. This is really interesting. It's less graphic compared to other psychological bl but it's substance is definitely a great amount. There were missing pages and sometimes it's confusing because Kei and Roku's pov transitions too suddenly but it was really good. Wish this continues.

this was dramatic and hella toxic but I gotta admit I like how this omegaverse has different things from the usual ones, like -alphas have purple eyes, and they become golden when they're dazed by omega pheromones -reverse mating. alpha can't mark omega but omega can mark alpha, and alpha can't have another omega until omega dies and the reason why I rate this high despite all the toxic and heavy shit because it's my cup of tea lol and I also really like how crazy the omega is. He's got a strong personality tho not as strong as our super gay Chanwoo of BJ Alex- more like Shin from King's Maker, but he's just crazier, and stupidly in love. He was being hurt and I was being satisfied lmao sorry bby except that part he was fucking raped! Fuck no holy shit fuck those bastards. Alpha is really hot tho no cap but he's trash can lol he did change in the end I guess?? the ending was rushed lmfao I have a lot of questions about this book lol

I stopped reading this book the first time I got to read it but decided to read it again, and I'm still pissed at the seme. I know he does like Itonaga, and I can see it, but I just can't forgive him. I kind of understand the feeling that you want to push someone away becaus wyou have feelings for them and you don't want them fo find out but what he did was something the inititated trauma for uke. I want to be angry at uke to for being unable to be angry at seme just because he likes him and he even blames himself, but I just feel sad for him. He is so cute for me and his eyes are pretry to me!!! I don't get why people are annoyed by him smh and this was kinda smut heavy and they were hot ngl but I feel kinda guilty because uke looks to pure >< I mean it's not the first time an uke who looks innocent and angelic is fucked and erotic and I enjoy them but I just can't feel the same with this uke lol I hope he gains more friends. The relationship is kinda toxic if u look closely tbh I'm happy they get to have less misunderstandings because they become more honest with each other but they're so kinky and possessive of e/o in my opinion. I just hope one day it doesn't suffocate one or both of them. Art was good, but I couldn't say I found the romance lovely