myaoich's manga / #tragic past(26)

I was really, REALLY gonna rate this 5-stars because I sooooooooo love the art!!! The characters, esp the seme was so attractive the couple was really well-drawn! But the plot...idk. At first, it was interesting. But things went downhill in Season 2. I don't know, I just...think it would've more impact to me if they were longer. They feel a bit rushed for me. I really wanted to see Taehyuk's face, and I wanted uke to overcome his trauma of the ocean. He hasn't told the seme about his su*cide attempt and I think it would've been better if he did, even if it was in a timeskip because I know it's not that easy to tell someone things like that. I really expected more drama but there were more smuts and I actually had to skip them altho they were consensual. And that Jihyuk. Fuck him. He deserves the jail. The rape scenes almost made me throw up goddamit. Again, I really wanted to rate this 5-stars but...idk if only it was more...emphasized? Like the uke visiting Taehyuk's grave again and say something about forgiveness. I know I shouldn't be saying this, because ithe author really worked hard but it's my opinion anyway. Though, I'm happy the characters had their happy ending. And this is one of my favorites in terms of art!

oh man I love how the first couple's early stage was so mature, probably because of their tragic backstories, especially uke who has trouble expressing himself. The second couple was lovely, too. Their story's ambience was lighter than the first one, but I love it just as well. I felt sad for the uke's feelings, who were gay and had to fall in love with straight men. I teared up when uke wanted to let seme go because seme claimed he wanted a family to make up for his lost childhood. I mean, that's been a common conflict in BL stories where the other character was straight, but it doesn't hurt less. Though I'm not homo, it must be hard to cope up with something like that. I'm glad it worked out for them in the end though uwu I love each character equally.

cute and hurts at the same time. the second couple has more pages but the title still applies to them and their relationship was more complicated but I was really happy when they got a child despite uke being slightly infertile. betas can give birth in this, too.

a rollercoaster of emotions. IREALLY THOUGHT THEY WEREN'T GOING TO END UP THANK GOD THEY DID THE GUY UKE FOUND WAS A MANIPULATIVE SHIT I'M GLAD SEME DIDN'T GIVE UP. I also feel sooooo bad for Noboru. All that bullying just because it was revealed he was homo :// he even received a scar and almost died the fuck I hate everyone from his middle school, even seme but I understood he was guilty af and he wanted to change and I'm glad this was long enough to elaborate that he didn't go out with uke just because of his past. Uke, too. I can understand his anxiety but they got their happy ending awww I love their friends too because they know what's up but they don't judge or anything. Where is Noboru's story though ? he deserves happiness!!

this was so good...it was really warm, from both romance and hurt. I would've cried if I wasn't next to my mom T_T that 'mistakes' would've not happened IF Junpei didn't assume things I WAS FRUSTRATED I was glad because 'Finally side characters who won't be love interests' BUT THAT HAPPENED *sobs* but anyway they all realized those were mistakes. I love how mature this manhwa was, and realistic too. I hate Ei's ex so much I hope the mob have his head chopped off mf I'm glad uke wasn't a fool that time I was sooooo relieved. I kinda wanted Sagan and Kitanaka to end up together T__T but like what was mentioned, they only exhaust each other. They obviously still love each other though ughhhhh but overall it's good. AND YAKINORI IS SO ADORBS!!!!! <3333

uke is a masochist lolol the early chapters really weirded me out :/ seme thinks uke and he are alike because of their bruises, then uke tells him to keep it a secret but seme blackmails him and rapes him and stops in abruptly and then uke falls for him dafq lol ok I did like him a bit when he comforted uke when uke was frightened by the loud sounds. uke is stupid imo like yeah smart in school but stupid with his feelings but maybe living with an abusive parent made him like that? Touma too. I sympathize with their abusive past but it still doesn't excuse seme's actions (he did repent but stilllll) I was gonna rate this lower but I did see that they fell genuinely in love. I like seme's foster father he kind af I thought it was gonna be darker at first because of what seme said but it turns out it was his stupid secretary who fabricated shit ://// there were times I felt like it was abrupt or rushed but it turned out okay. Beautiful art. And yes, uke doesn't admit it but he's obviously an m, not minding if seme 'ties him down' lmaooo

the only problem I have with this is that IT'S TOO SHORT. and tbh I expected uke to top xD but it's okay.

oh shit...I love yaoi that aren't just love or sex but this is a bit complex for me xD first of all, it kinda agitates me that uke is 17 when he had sex with seme (first page) and it even made it worse when they both met when uke was 13 (like the fire broke out 13 years ago and uke was 17 in the timeline so he was 3 years old) idk why it's such a bother to me when I've read other BL with uke falling in love with seme as a child or smth but yeah it still weirded me out because uke was seme's bro's 'adopted' son so doesn't it make it somehow...incest? xDDD idk so complicated but anyways I like how unique this was. The government is shit in this one, experimenting on children!! and seme's bro had to die this had potential but like the author's note said in the last page, the mid part of the story was a bit rushed tho I did understand the scenes. This was one of those stories that I'm still not mature enough to understand so maybe I'll comr bsck and read it again after some time. AND JIN OMG HE IS SO GORG PLS AND ALSO ACTUALLY SMART I AM FALLING!!! I THOUGHT SEME WAS ACTUALLY GONNA BE WITH HIM IN THE BEGINNING but it's okay lol he's a good friend.

I saw the movie and it was *chef's kiss* definitely fucked up at first but both seme and uke's lives are sad af. Seme is actually a good guy after read: I knew the manga would be different from the movie in some parts, but they are actually good!! I think I like this story better tho, because in the movie seme "murdered" his lover but in here it's his family, and it adds up better since it's psychological. hot smut, tho it was twisted no doubt about it.

This is one of the best BL manhwa I've ever read. At first I was really eager, thinking it's going to be one of my favorites. But some events were underwhelming to me and I kinda disliked things didn't happen as I predicted them. But that's just me of course! FUCK THE BARDIS. My oh my old asshole was a manipulator and a rapist! He's one of the most annoying characters ever. The trauma he inflicted on Ian will never leave him even he's fucking dead but I'm just really pissed at him. Poor Ian was talented as fuck, painting for him everyday and every night but he repays him by abusing him. Fucker. I am not actually surprised that seme is originally straight. I predicted that there would be unrequited love, and if it was any other BL story I would've loved it but I found this annoying. Ian was selfish with his feelings and never intended to let go. I was kinda glad he was kidnapped too, and when Nicholas slapped him I felt satisfaction :)) I was livid at Raymond for betraying Henry like that! Though it was part of his plan, it was still really heartbreaking. I kind of thought he was going to die or smth, that this would end in tragedy. I understand his pain and grudge, and I am glad, too, that that cunt Rothsildt has been executed by Martha herself! About the royal family, I thought the princess would be pure, and somehow also thought she would die, but I am kinda glad they really didn't get married. It was low of her to spread rumors about Ian tho >:< but like she said, she did to became even with Raymond who was deceiving her. I agree with her. Nicholas and Kaya AAAAAAS my ship!! I'm so glad they ended up together T^T they even have a baby. Kaya is so pretty when she fully became a lady. Oh, AND THE ART IS ALSO TO MY LIKING!!! I was kinda drawn to the story because fo it owo. Some smut scenes were too much for me and I skipped them because they feel cramped into the chapter lol but that's just me. This is still a great manhwa.