myaoich's manga / #tragedy(16)

fuck if this was longer and had more depth I would've really lost it

HOLY SHIT. This is fucking messed up but it's the type to break your heart. Other psychological mangas only traumatize you or make me mad but this... holy shit I mean it's not even a new concept to me but it's the way everything was illustrated and told that it still managed to shake me. It was fucking dark, I thought the megane and the uke are gonna end up but no. I don't believe this is completed wtf it just ended on that??? I wanted to see if Roku did really recover from PTSD, and also that megane's story too. There's a lot of missing things on this and it's giving me goosebumps. I hope this has a sequel or things get continued because it's gonna give me nightmares. Plus, Kei's affair with their stepdad, please I want to have that asshole arrested. Okay, let's say Kei seduced him but he was in the right mind to refuse him. And someone said this in the comments, that it could be Kei who's just pretending to be Riku. I think that could be possible too, though it's more likely that it was Riku himself. He wasn't gay in the first place, but because he saw his brother doing "that", and they have the same face I guess he believes he's like that too. This is really interesting. It's less graphic compared to other psychological bl but it's substance is definitely a great amount. There were missing pages and sometimes it's confusing because Kei and Roku's pov transitions too suddenly but it was really good. Wish this continues.

damn I'm so heartbroken...all of the stories are all special in their own way this is going to be. a book I'll remember for a long time 1) human falls in love with a fiend and each time he dies and is reborn he goes back to that fiend because he has cursed himself. it's interesting how the curse works, and how the human who was unwanted by anyone in his first life was liked by the fiend, and so he became the child that was abducted every one hundred years. all those coffins were him. it's strange but it's good. 2. pretty boy hates himself for being pretty. awwww this actually makes me feel a bit sad for him I want to be his friend :((( I cried at the last part because that's what he was just looking for. what he deserves. I really love these two and I actually wished it was longer! T_T and megane dude doesn't look that bad to me either! 3. AAAAAAA I think I never cried so hard before at a manga. I mean I did cry at other tragic BL but not as hard as this. When that science guy started singing happy birthday in tears I fucking lost it. I had to refresh my pages multiple times and every time I think I've calmed down I cry hard when I see that :((( it jjudt hurts so bad AAAAAA I think I'm going to come back to this if I ever want to cry again. :(((

:(( THIS WAS SO BEAUTIFUL BUT SO SAD. I LITERALLY CRIED I was worried that uke wouldn't be able to change seme's fate of dying too. when seme said, "but even if I die, I want you to be hapoy afterwards" I broke down into tears CUZ FUCK WHO WOULD BE HAPPY AFTER SEEING THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE DIE A FEW TIMES I'm glad uke chose to sacrifice once more and so he was able to change fate. I cried so hard AAAAAA I'm so happy it's a happy ending but I feel so so sad for uke for going through all that :(((