Hatsujou
ugh. uke is a teacher but is weak and prone to his students' harassments. seme rapes him, but he still fell in love. of course. well, I guess it's because of seme 'animal instincts' like he says but meh it just doesn't justify that shit. he was traumatized, and it's rather that it was stockholm syndrome. well, seme was indeed kind sometimes and his wolf form was beautiful but the rape is so repulsive. they did end up, and okay let's just think they did fall in love because it doesn't feel forced to me anyways, but I'm not giving it. a higher rating because seme is such a piece of shit until ch. 4 lol
Hate no Kouya de Vacances wo
damn I'm so heartbroken...all of the stories are all special in their own way this is going to be. a book I'll remember for a long time 1) human falls in love with a fiend and each time he dies and is reborn he goes back to that fiend because he has cursed himself. it's interesting how the curse works, and how the human who was unwanted by anyone in his first life was liked by the fiend, and so he became the child that was abducted every one hundred years. all those coffins were him. it's strange but it's good. 2. pretty boy hates himself for being pretty. awwww this actually makes me feel a bit sad for him I want to be his friend :((( I cried at the last part because that's what he was just looking for. what he deserves. I really love these two and I actually wished it was longer! T_T and megane dude doesn't look that bad to me either! 3. AAAAAAA I think I never cried so hard before at a manga. I mean I did cry at other tragic BL but not as hard as this. When that science guy started singing happy birthday in tears I fucking lost it. I had to refresh my pages multiple times and every time I think I've calmed down I cry hard when I see that :((( it jjudt hurts so bad AAAAAA I think I'm going to come back to this if I ever want to cry again. :(((
Bokura wa Nando mo Koi o suru
:(( THIS WAS SO BEAUTIFUL BUT SO SAD. I LITERALLY CRIED I was worried that uke wouldn't be able to change seme's fate of dying too. when seme said, "but even if I die, I want you to be hapoy afterwards" I broke down into tears CUZ FUCK WHO WOULD BE HAPPY AFTER SEEING THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE DIE A FEW TIMES I'm glad uke chose to sacrifice once more and so he was able to change fate. I cried so hard AAAAAA I'm so happy it's a happy ending but I feel so so sad for uke for going through all that :(((
Playboy Beast