myaoich's manga / #suicide attempt(3)

Shounen No Kyoukai

Complete | akabeko | 2016 released

AW BOI I shed tears on this one. This was really heavy. It shows the struggles of alphas and omegas with their instincts. Kaoru had to pair with Yuka to protect him but he felt bad for that. I won't say I didn't dislike that because Yuka was raped, but it was the best outcome that could've happened then. We could see how Kaoru tried to hold himself back to the point he started to bleed. I feel bad for Yuka, being all alone after that. It feels scary. Of course I also feel bad for Kaoru. He's really a kind alpha. I salute him for the job he made. I thought he was gonna be some clumsy ass alpha but he really turned to be a DADDY. Like total hot man. I love how he remained faithful to Yuka although his fated partner appeared before him. Taiga. I hated this mf but he did redeem himself. He changed himself and I'm happy for him. I kinda feel bad too because it must hurt to endure the pain of seeing your fated pair already taken oh bro that shit hurt but just like he said, if he hadn't done that to Yuka back then, then maybe he would've had a chance. Instincts are really the true antagonists in this. And Rin...aw boi aw man I feel soooo bad for him. At first I disliked him because he acted real slutty to me but I realized his situation. It must be really shitty to be an omega in a society like that, not accepting omega for any jobs because of their irresistible pheromones. I felt sad and angry at him at the same time when he found out Kaoru is his pair because of his actions, but it was instincts. I'm glad Taiga paired with him. But that part where Rin remembers that he's already mated with Taiga after seeing the bite mark on his neck and then when he woke up Rin asks him who he was AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA BITCH I'm weak asf at those kinds of shit T_T they were going to make a baby after 3 months but because of the side effect AAAAAAAAAAA I wanted to see their kid bruh T_T FUCK THOSE INSTINCTS FUCK THOSE PILLS but I'm glad that ending was written well. A healthy and happy future awaits them.

Blue Lust

Complete | Hinako (ひなこ) | 2015 released

a rollercoaster of emotions. IREALLY THOUGHT THEY WEREN'T GOING TO END UP THANK GOD THEY DID THE GUY UKE FOUND WAS A MANIPULATIVE SHIT I'M GLAD SEME DIDN'T GIVE UP. I also feel sooooo bad for Noboru. All that bullying just because it was revealed he was homo :// he even received a scar and almost died the fuck I hate everyone from his middle school, even seme but I understood he was guilty af and he wanted to change and I'm glad this was long enough to elaborate that he didn't go out with uke just because of his past. Uke, too. I can understand his anxiety but they got their happy ending awww I love their friends too because they know what's up but they don't judge or anything. Where is Noboru's story though ? he deserves happiness!!

Saihate no Kimi e

Complete | MINAMI Haruka | 2000 released

trash :/ like what? seme abused uke a lot of times but uke forgot all of that because seme repented? and I had a hint on what was going on when seme's father said 'you two look very similar' disgusting piece of shit :/ I didn't like how this ended. I wanted uke to hate seme more and maybe better if he didn't accept him again. It makes me think he developed stockholm syndrome from all the abuse. seme protected him and took care of him? I liked the doctor and I ship him with uke's bro but he said those absurd shit. Yeah seme has a kind side but HE ABUSED AND RAPED THE UKE. wtf. it would've been better if the old man died. fuck this shit.