myaoich's manga / #stars(1)

17 Seito

Complete | KINOSHITA Keiko | 2016 released

gee this was sad :(( but I love it. I know it has rape, but there's no 'oh, he raped me because he loves me' mindset shit that's disgusting. seme really felt bad for what he did, kept apologizing, doing everything he can to make up for what he did. it's rare to see seme like these repent for their mistakes. I kinda agree with some comments, that it doesn't seem like uke really loves seme and just settled for him because he was afraid he was going to lose seme (because seme decided to give up) after being used to seme's presence, because seme made him feel like he can be with someone and he wouldn't be alone anymore, but I think he does. He doesn't love him as much seme does (yet), not even telling him an 'I like you' (tho tbh I'm glad he did because it would be really weird for me) but I think he will love him more, and maybe that's what this book lacks TT I want to see more of their relationship :(( this book is good, definitely deserves more. tbh I thought seme's friend liked him or smth xD I kinda shipped them with the way his emotions were drawn in some panels lel