myaoich's manga / #stalker(10)

Color Recipe

Complete | Harada | 2015 released

HOLY SHIITTTTT like of course I know this was gonna be dark because it's Harada's work after all but I didn't imagine that the seme would be soooo fucked up. To sum it up, the seme is manipulative and obsessed with uke. He's one of the most fucked up characters I know, being able to act like a good person to manipulate. I had doubted him actually in the early chapters but I was still stupefied when he turned out to be THAT dark. He's on another level of a yandere. Riku, too, is one fucked up character as well (I relate to him tbh I like stirring up drama for other people because I find it fun). It's not the first time I read something this dark but it surely left a mark on me. I'm also glad Shou has became wary of Fuku because had it been another uke, they would've probably gave in to their abusive seme and mistake their fear for love. Uke is not like that at all. He didn't even say he likes him or anything that expresses his love for Fuku (he only hates him and also probably pity because he's a kind character although he tends to get physical). Impressive book!

Killing Stalking

Complete | koogi | 2016 released

This might be the most twisted book I have ever read but it's good! It has an eerie atmosphere but rather than feeling horrified, it'll make you feel anxious and disturbed (they're very different for me xD). The ending was sad bit I think it was the best possible ending.

Kemono Asobi

Complete | mochino kome | 2019 released

Uke gets aroused from getting hurt and finds the guy he's been stalking in high school. This was good. Seme is easily misunderstood because of his resting violent bitch face and he does use his fist to solve problems but he's actually a good guy. Uke is also soooo pretty <3

Akuma To Keiyaku (haru)

Complete | Haru | 2016 released

can I just say THIS WAS SO HOTTTTTTTT T_T and yeah sweet and cute af tho it does have dark tones (obsessed fan, rape, that creepy old geezer, ) I feel a love-hate feeling towards seme, maybe just like how uke feels. He's a jerk but he's also nice. I hate how seme really raped uke because I really, really wanted him not to. I wanted him to snap out of it before he does it but it was too late...sigh. He's still dwelling over that, apparent in the last chapters and I hope it was more addressed. Uke was clearly traumatized by that, and I even thought at one point "Maybe he brushed that off so his shot as actor is guaranteed. seme is his key to fame after all" lol I know that was really a cynical thought but I changed my mind guys lol uke, though. grrr he's a fool for forgiving seme that easily after 'that' but it's his choice. He even vowed to protect him and wished he would be with him forever T_T bruh im- ok I'm loveless. This was really drawn well awww I would've liked it better if there were less plot holes. But anw I love this soooo <3

Tsukiatte Agete mo Ii n Dakara ne

Complete | Suyama Torico | 2000 released

lmao this is so funny pls I'm wheezing. It's actually kinda dark if u think about it but it came out funny instead lmao especially with that stalker pls JDKALLFSJKA when u think u finally get into a dramatic atmosphere it'll escalate quick lol this is the first time I've read a yaoi with a funny and overconfident seme too soooo ps that paint splashing shit startled me a bit I thought seme got stabbed or smth but it was just PAINT pls I read too much psychological and crime BL that I also even believed seme to be the 'stalker' because of Harada's color recipe TvT

Sensei ni nerawareteimasu

Complete | U | 2000 released

Kimi ga Koi ni Midareru

Complete | TAKANAGA Hinako | 2011 released

wow...this is good. I don't usually read long bl storied anymore but this was worth reading. I admit that it felt good when seme thought uke was in love with him and he wasn't and so he wanted to keep him at bay, but he gets a taste of his medicine instead oof I also thought the same way as seme- about the stalker, that he was actually in love with uke. Seme are typically smart, but this is one of the seme I admire. That plan against the stalker was good tbh. And uke was weak but he wasn't annoying to me, he's actually quite cute dgdjdjjd ah, this was a good read. I'm glad uke also got closure from his past, and I hope that stalker won't bother him again. PS I love the smex scene sm I have a thing for robe/yukata seggs TT

Selected to Serve in the Red-Light District

Complete | Keiya Mikawa | 2000 released
2021-12-26 01:19 marked

You’re My Favorite Toy

Complete | Arashi arima | 2019 released
2022-02-18 00:52 marked

5 Seconds

Complete | Sachimo | 2000 released