myaoich's manga / #psychological(49)

Ore no Kimochi ga Wakaru ka

Complete | Kyouichi | 2016 released

bruh this is fucked up... seme likes hurting uke and uke doesn't mind getting hurt as long as it's seme who abuses him. It'd be fine if it was in sex but no, even their schoolmates witnessed the abuse and are scared of seme lmao and that woman...oh bro I feel so bad for her she's nice. Why are nice women getting entangled in fucked up yaoi lmao and seme only dated her coz she resembles uke. fucked up. I wished it was longer, like what happened after? Seme started a family with his wife? Did his wife find out about seme's colors? idk bruh

Hoshoku-sha Kisumi-kun

Complete | TORIBA Yuuji | 2018 released

alright we have an ultra-possessive seme who is charming as fuck. tbh I liked him at first because he seems to really genuinely care about uke but 'I've never ever wished he would be happy without me' ye that's damn straight selfishness. It's not like I don't know what eating someone or a part of them means esp in Japanese but idk he was so disturbing lolol and the fact that uke didn't even call for help when he was detained?? Is he an M? and even their friend found out but didn't report lol maybe it's because it's not supposed to be a psychological drama or action manga but still it just fucks me up lol I don't feel like they love each other at all- seme just wants to monopolize uke out of greed and uke...meh.

December Rain

Complete | Kimon | 2017 released

Choco Strawberry Vanilla

Complete | psyche delico | 2000 released

well shit I really like this one tho it's weird. I really like take and mine oml idk why I ship them so hard when mine dislikes him T_T I'm a sucker for unrequited love, perhaps? well, yeah somehow I hoped he came to love take too instead of focusing on hiroi. They are all twsited tbh, and if imaginary friends/double identity exists, take would be the personization of it, as he is 'part of' hiroi. It's like Ren being separated from Aoba in DMMMD tbh. art-wise, this is so hot and good. Take is so attractive pls TWO MOLES??? *dies* I liked this very much

Feeding lamb

Complete | Nishin Masumi | 2000 released

holy fucking shit one of the most horror bl I've ever read. this is beyond disturbing and gruesome, but the quality and art is fucking good. so fucking gruesome I think this'll scar me for a long time xD that castration and mutilation FUCKKKKKKKK man I hope no animators see this or adapt this bruh. it's also one of the best examples of the saying "Not everyone deserves to be saved." poor guy fucking saved a demon

Jujutsu Kaisen DJ - Wrap Around

Complete | Mihoshy | 2000 released

HOLY SHITTTTTT THIS WAS FUCKING SAD AND DARK. FUCK FUCK FUCK WHAT THE FUCK I DON'T LIKE HOW THIS HURTS THIS IS SO MESSED UP, AND YUUJI IS JUST GONNA LET HIMSELF GET USED LIKE THAT????

Sei no Gekiyaku

Complete | Mizuta yuki | 2019 released

I saw the movie and it was *chef's kiss* definitely fucked up at first but both seme and uke's lives are sad af. Seme is actually a good guy after read: I knew the manga would be different from the movie in some parts, but they are actually good!! I think I like this story better tho, because in the movie seme "murdered" his lover but in here it's his family, and it adds up better since it's psychological. hot smut, tho it was twisted no doubt about it.

Sora o Daite Oyasumi

Complete | kyuugou | 2009 released

HOLY SHIT. This is fucking messed up but it's the type to break your heart. Other psychological mangas only traumatize you or make me mad but this... holy shit I mean it's not even a new concept to me but it's the way everything was illustrated and told that it still managed to shake me. It was fucking dark, I thought the megane and the uke are gonna end up but no. I don't believe this is completed wtf it just ended on that??? I wanted to see if Roku did really recover from PTSD, and also that megane's story too. There's a lot of missing things on this and it's giving me goosebumps. I hope this has a sequel or things get continued because it's gonna give me nightmares. Plus, Kei's affair with their stepdad, please I want to have that asshole arrested. Okay, let's say Kei seduced him but he was in the right mind to refuse him. And someone said this in the comments, that it could be Kei who's just pretending to be Riku. I think that could be possible too, though it's more likely that it was Riku himself. He wasn't gay in the first place, but because he saw his brother doing "that", and they have the same face I guess he believes he's like that too. This is really interesting. It's less graphic compared to other psychological bl but it's substance is definitely a great amount. There were missing pages and sometimes it's confusing because Kei and Roku's pov transitions too suddenly but it was really good. Wish this continues.

Mitto mo Nai Koi

Complete | Moriyo | 2015 released

for some reason I didn't really hate it. or maybe I just read it while I'm mentally fucked up?? so basically uke's friend/first love dies and he has this hobby to visit his friend's graveyard. seme likes him and they become lovers but then seme's dark tone show- abusive, violent, highkey jealous. When he fucked uke in that graveyard I can't- I was also pissed when he hit uke's concerned friend with a stick. How I wish uke just stabbed him instead of forgiving him. Yeah, it's a psychological manga alright. Not surprised anymore. P.S. that last story was actually hilarious to me lol

Shoshitsu dj - D no Satsujinsha

Complete | stalemate,yashiro | 2000 released

not at me reading this while I still haven't seen the anime or real manga xD this is so fucked up. seme is obsessed with his brother and killed his fiancee, and he also raped, drugged and locked up uke who was supposedly working with him but didn't know about his psychothic tendencies. hot and fucked up, though I'm so confused. I need to read the manga