myaoich's manga / #psychological(49)

okay this was so...THIS REALLY HURT in the early chapters ugh I really relate with seme!! Having feelings for someone who doesn't love you back... *sobs* and even seeing them get married bro that's so brave they both went through so much shit. There were times I hate them both (I really hated Jaeha during the early chapters because he's so cruel towards Eunho!!) and I hated Eunho that time where threatened Jaeha to force him into a corner. That scene in Jeju Island was so painful as fuck I already had a feeling things were going down but still hurt this is one of the most angst yaoi I've read. The story is really good. I'm also tagging this as psychological though it isn't dark, because the actions of the characters, especially Jaeha's was drawn well (his actions were because of his past failures) and also how he has a hard time expressing his emotions until Eunho ruined his life xD I'm really really happy they ended up ugh this story was all about patience and time. Seme is loyal asf imagine waiting for 19 years??? ANYWAY, AUTHOR NIM SAID HANJUN'S STORY IS IN THE DRAFTS SO WHERE IS IT??? COME ON I kind of disliked him but I really wanted to see his own happy love story. Lastly, can I just say Author-nim has immaculate taste in music? I really love the songs she put in this book uwu

People who found this manga boring or stupid are heartless asf. Yeah, it's not an uncommon plot but it the plot wasn't off or anything. Seme was stuck in his past, thinking his former lover's death was his fault and uke helped him move on. The thing everyone gets confused in is seme not moving on. Well, here's the thing: someone can definitely move on without completely forgetting their past, especially if it was painful. This one really hurt although not painful or angst enough to make me cry but it was beautiful. Everyone needs to understand the characters better :/ it's kind of realistic imo about losing a loved one. This manga deserves better. And also, seme didn't rape uke, right? u guys lol

'This is really mature.' I thought that at first three chapters but as the story goes on I get lost. I think it's good but I'm not mature enough yet or smart to understand this. It was really confusing. I will read this book again after a few years I guess but I will rate it four stars for now.

oh bruh...I kinda disliked the first story. Not because they're stepbros- I'm fine with incest stepsiblings but the love is kinda twisted, especially the seme's. He said so himself that he faked everything. Uke was just a possession to him and that shit pisses me off fuck you btch gah I hate it when people take advantage of weak ones I'm so sleepy while typing this so I just wanna say it's meh. I do feel bad for uke tho I hate his original fam for ignoring him. Kinda reminds me of Harada's style a bit. For the 2nd story, well that was quite interesting. I'm not fond of age gaps like middle-aged x young adults but it wasn't that bad. It was just...um..rushed? At least that's how I feel about it.

oh god. this was definitely one of the heaviest story I have ever come across I can even put in the same level as Killing Stalking. Knew it was gonna be heavy and psychologically depressing, since that's what everyone who read it said before I did, but holy shit...the amount of courage this author has to address all those controversial issues in a manhwa. Since the first chapter, you'll know right away it's gonna be something really dark. I even told myself, "Ah, I have to read 80 chapters of this trauma?" I was even scared to read it first because I was afraid I wouldn't be able to take it. So let's talk about the issues discussed in this book. I think almost every fucked up issue on this planet about humanity has been demonstrated I'm so awed. Racism, rape, drug abuse, homophobia, exploitation, domestic and child abuse, police incompetence, abuse of power, murder, the hypocrisy of religion...like holy shit I bet Juns received hate for being this brave. She managed to put all of that in this story like wow. I'm so impressed. And that Veronica bitch. I agree with Simon btw ever since I saw her I knew she was fucked up. BUT SHE WAS BEYOND MY EXPECTATIONS. She was worst wtfff she was mentally ill, though. When her eye twitched I went bananas it was fucking creepy, but like other fucked up people she also had a terrible child that made her become like that. She deserved treatment, but ngl I'm glad she died f that bitch she made my babies suffer so much T_T And Gale...aw man I think I need help. Like, I disliked him when he first appeared ofc because what a fucking piece of shit of a brother but I can't help but like him too. Like the detectives said, it was hard to know what's on his mind, because he's fucked up and all that...but I kinda do, I just dunno how to explain it. He claims to hate his brother, and I do believe that, but not as much as he claims. He only disliked Simon bcs Simon resembles their father in terms of facial features, and we all know that the father is fucking shit too, raping a child...geez I hate pedos so much I wanna skin them alive. Simon has been kind to him (until they grew up ofc because Simon was blinded by his desire for revenge for Conor). I also believe the father's dead and my best theory would be Gale murdering him, it was implied by the symbol of a knife stabbed on him in the family photo, but could be anywhere else too. Dead, I hope. And Mona uwu best lady!! This supportive woman deserves happiness as well, being there for Conor and Simon ever since. She's different from all those hypocrites. I'm glad she found herself a lady too uwu. And ofc our couple, Simon and Connor! Aw man they definitely went through so much. It hurt. They were only loving each other, but had to suffer so much just because of the society they're in. I'm glad the world we currently live in is more open to homosexuality now. I'm glad they are happy!! They definitely deserve it!! Though I wanted to see them together with their adopted child! T_T If I could rate this more than 5 stars I would. The amount of drama feels overwhelming but author has this style of making the ambience lighter (esp chibi art lol) and adds a touch of comedy sometimes but it doesn't ruin the dramatic mood. I love the art style ofc!! And how poetic this was..oh God the metaphors don't even get me started. This is prob the longest review I made xD I have more to say but I read this for 5 hours straight and my head's starting to ache but I LOVE IT!! It's a masterpiece, especially for a debut manhwa.

HOLY SHIT I did not see that coming!! from the cover I sensed that it was going to be something kinda twisted but the first chapters it seemed ordinary but WHEW this was...I don't even know where to start. I dislike seme for being that rude to Seno because he likes Hakushima so much. Honestly Seno did annoy and creep me out because of how he acted so well like Hakushima (the way he dressed like Hakushima, his attitude, even the poem) but I understand he only wants to be loved, too. He fell in love with someone who's in love with someone else....uh..well I kinda relate xD but really eventhough I disliked some parts I really liked this. The characters scared me off in some panels, even Hakushima because they make that "I'm a fucking psycho try me bitch" face like in those other psychological mangas. But overall, great story. idc if many people dislike this I like how twisted it was <:

the literature references!!!! omGGGGGGG it was fuckin heavy but I'm glad Adam and Yuriy obtained peace in the end. I also wanted to see more of that uncle and his lover I bet they were hot owo I

aw man I wish seme fucking died. I'm glad uke's mother died tho tbh. fucked up.

uke is a masochist lolol the early chapters really weirded me out :/ seme thinks uke and he are alike because of their bruises, then uke tells him to keep it a secret but seme blackmails him and rapes him and stops in abruptly and then uke falls for him dafq lol ok I did like him a bit when he comforted uke when uke was frightened by the loud sounds. uke is stupid imo like yeah smart in school but stupid with his feelings but maybe living with an abusive parent made him like that? Touma too. I sympathize with their abusive past but it still doesn't excuse seme's actions (he did repent but stilllll) I was gonna rate this lower but I did see that they fell genuinely in love. I like seme's foster father he kind af I thought it was gonna be darker at first because of what seme said but it turns out it was his stupid secretary who fabricated shit ://// there were times I felt like it was abrupt or rushed but it turned out okay. Beautiful art. And yes, uke doesn't admit it but he's obviously an m, not minding if seme 'ties him down' lmaooo

trash :/ like what? seme abused uke a lot of times but uke forgot all of that because seme repented? and I had a hint on what was going on when seme's father said 'you two look very similar' disgusting piece of shit :/ I didn't like how this ended. I wanted uke to hate seme more and maybe better if he didn't accept him again. It makes me think he developed stockholm syndrome from all the abuse. seme protected him and took care of him? I liked the doctor and I ship him with uke's bro but he said those absurd shit. Yeah seme has a kind side but HE ABUSED AND RAPED THE UKE. wtf. it would've been better if the old man died. fuck this shit.