myaoich's manga / #psychological(49)

Chew and Swallow

Complete | Gawee | 2014 released

uke went through so much shit but I'm glad he's happy with his seme in the end and had closure with his abuser... though I hope that mf ended up in jail instead

Killing Stalking

Complete | koogi | 2016 released

This might be the most twisted book I have ever read but it's good! It has an eerie atmosphere but rather than feeling horrified, it'll make you feel anxious and disturbed (they're very different for me xD). The ending was sad bit I think it was the best possible ending.

Osananajimi Irony

Complete | nisuri | 2019 released

I REALLY HATED SEME. He is the one who wronged uke but he's the one who still acts cold that bitchhhhh I really hated him but I found out that uke is just as crazy as him. I was scared as shit when they confronted each other in seme's apartment lmao and that almost-rape lmao seme would've raped him if he didn't pass out to show uke what would happen if uke stayed with him? :/// They are both so...oml if they were just straightforward with each other instead there would be less conflicts. The only time I was glad about seme is that he protected him from that osafune who had ill intentions towards uke. This was..meh but 4 stars because the art was beautiful and the smut is hot and I also love fucked up couples (IN FICTION!!). They were also cute and sweet when they finally got together so I think that kinda redeems it.

Royal Servant

Complete | MasterGin,Chungnyun | 2016 released

I feel like the story's been too rushed, especially the early chapters. It's all transitioned too fast that it was confusing. The ending, too. There was no resolution before the end came. Ryan's death fell incoviently, he sajd he'd like to go when things become stable but none of the matters are fixed and there are a lot of plot holes, like the antidote development for the poison or the downfall of the Introns and maybe a better ending scene for Lucaon and Kyon. Come to think of it, the Introns might come back for Kyon or Christoph and another poisoning might've happened. Would've been better, but I liked Lucaon's and Sihan's character developments.

Stigma

Complete | Marloong | 2000 released

Boris saves a man from getting raped in a bar, not knowing he will get himself into deep trouble as the man he had saved is dangerous. This was beautiful and sad :(( I'm glad all ended well although how I wished Michael fucking died that fucking bastard :/

Kemono Asobi

Complete | mochino kome | 2019 released

Uke gets aroused from getting hurt and finds the guy he's been stalking in high school. This was good. Seme is easily misunderstood because of his resting violent bitch face and he does use his fist to solve problems but he's actually a good guy. Uke is also soooo pretty <3

Yajirushi

Complete | Harada | 2015 released

I read too much dark shit that I predicted most of them coming. They are sick and twisted what the fuck but I like the last couple because they were funny.

Kyoushitsu no Yugami

Complete | Harada | 2000 released

I love Harada but I hate shota...Nii-chan was shota too but that was quite brilliant and more impressive unlike this one...

Yugami Hajime

Complete | Harada | 2000 released

Sayonara, Boku no Goshujin-sama

Complete | Takase Roku,Tachibana Mizuki | 2000 released

I liked this one. I was already sure I was going to rate it 4 stars because a)"Who tf does seme think he is, confining the uke like that" though I already had an idea that time why he did that (and I was right! he was also an ex of that asshole who neglected uke) b) I thought seme's actions are just because of what he experienced from their ex. He is obsessive, right? He would've taken the ex back from the uke but changes his mind and decides to take the uke instead. I'm really glad that I didn't see some things coming, like the one where uke stands up for seme against their ex, because I actually thought he was going to be like those other stupid ukes who chooses their abusive ex over their better lover in the present (although tbh at that time I didn't want uke to end up with either of them) so I'm really a bit happy, plus also resolution part where they both promised they will start to change. This was kinda short for me but it's great. It's rare to find psychological yaoi stories that end up with a happy and healthy ending.