myaoich's manga / #possessive lover(13)

Nega

Complete | harada | 2000 released

1st story: Typical drama plot: Two of three friends are in love with each other but doesn't know and the third friend is in love with one of his friends. One of the two lovebirds were going to confess(the friend he likes) and the third friend knew about this but he doesn't want the two to the end up together so he said he was grossed out by homos and so when their friend confessed, he was rejected and the third friend catches him. Years passed but the third friend is still insecure of his friend's feelings. One night, he sees his two friends kissing and their other friend confessed that he likes him too but his friend/lover says it's too late (I still do honestly think that he still likes the first guy). The story ends with them all miserable, as even the third friend who destroyed a supposedly happy romance felt despair. Second story: Uke was a customer of seme who works in a spa. Uke shows he multiple piercings he has on his body to seme and that somehow was the start of their relationship, when uke explained about his tongue piercing and fellatio and gave seme one and they became proper lovers later on, though somehow they look 'mismatched' as seme would say when they're together (uke is rather sophisticated and styled elegantly and seme is rather shabby but still attractive imo). Uke also pierces seme's tongue while he's being fucked by the seme. When they were making love one night, uke explains how he got those piercings on his body and seme got jealous as he listened because they were all pierced by the uke's former lovers as he was being fucked and seme tries to tear them off his skin. After that, seme ignores uke until uke approaches him and offers that seme pierces him in the penis to show that he no longer cares about his past lovers. What makes it more interesting is that uke can only ejaculate if seme removes the cap piecing on his penis and seme feels superiority from that. I don't have anything against people who get piercings but I felt those illustrations in my skin lmao 3rd story: Two bros in a 'fling'. They obviously love each other but uke was always joking about their relationship that seme went along with it. Uke was upset when seme turned down his idea of moving to Shibuya (where gay marriage was allowed) without knowing seme did that only because he was afraid uke would joke about it again. Uke goes to Thailand to meet a hookup and later on returns to Japan in bandages. Seme finds out that he got into an accident and also heard from the uke's supposedly hook-up what he actually feels. Uke loses his memories except seme and also became more 'childish' due to his accident. The story ends with seme confessing that he loves the uke too tho I wish it was longer fufufu my take on this is that uke liked seme but was afraid that seme wasn't homo so he playfully tries his chances to be with him but that only backfired. I'm glad they ended up tho (it was rather implied but I'd like to think that) 4th story: Body-swap. The mc is a girl, a model student. She has a crush on her seatmate who is also a model student. One time she was almost hit by a ball when another guy tries to protect her from it but they both bumped their heads and passed out. When girl waked up, she was surprised that she wasn't in her body and finds out she and that guy from earlier had swapped bodies. They made a deal that they would not look at their current bodies when dressing up or using CR so they help out each other. The 'prince' that the girl likes sees them walk out of a girl's bathroom and misunderstands the situation and the girl thinks he was jealous because he likes her. Fast forward, the girl and the black haired dude bumped heads again and switched back to their bodies. The girl catches the prince glaring at the black haired guy when she gave him a gift. In dismissal, she also finds the two guys arguing and assumes they were fighting over her but she walks in on them having sex, her 'prince' being fucked by the black haired guy (that she also seems to like). The next day, she finds out they broke up because of that, but she comforts the black haired dude, assuring she won't tell anyone about what she saw and pushes him to make up things with the prince, but deep inside she was sad because she realizes she likes him though she couldn't do anything because her love was unrequited. This was rather sad for me, but I only feel bad for this girl of all the annoying female characters in yaoi because she was nice. I also hoped to see more of the two guys tho the seme was sooooo hot.

I Don't Dislike You

Complete | sakuraga mei | 2008 released

cute!! ukes drawn by this author look so similar but so hooooot

Dekiru Otoko No Sodatekata

Complete | Yamato Nase | 2006 released

This was funny and adorable. Well, there were times I disliked seme for his actions. I couldn't blame uke for running away from him sometimes but anyway I know seme loves uke. And the side couple uwu second uke was so pretty but such a tsundere tho I wanna see a spin off to them :>

Netsuai (NAONO Bohra)

Complete | NAONO Bohra | 2017 released

oh bruh...I kinda disliked the first story. Not because they're stepbros- I'm fine with incest stepsiblings but the love is kinda twisted, especially the seme's. He said so himself that he faked everything. Uke was just a possession to him and that shit pisses me off fuck you btch gah I hate it when people take advantage of weak ones I'm so sleepy while typing this so I just wanna say it's meh. I do feel bad for uke tho I hate his original fam for ignoring him. Kinda reminds me of Harada's style a bit. For the 2nd story, well that was quite interesting. I'm not fond of age gaps like middle-aged x young adults but it wasn't that bad. It was just...um..rushed? At least that's how I feel about it.

If You Hate Me So

Complete | Fargo | 2016 released

Doushitemo Furetakunai

Complete | yoneda kou | 2008 released

oh man I love how the first couple's early stage was so mature, probably because of their tragic backstories, especially uke who has trouble expressing himself. The second couple was lovely, too. Their story's ambience was lighter than the first one, but I love it just as well. I felt sad for the uke's feelings, who were gay and had to fall in love with straight men. I teared up when uke wanted to let seme go because seme claimed he wanted a family to make up for his lost childhood. I mean, that's been a common conflict in BL stories where the other character was straight, but it doesn't hurt less. Though I'm not homo, it must be hard to cope up with something like that. I'm glad it worked out for them in the end though uwu I love each character equally.

Dark Heaven

Complete | Juns | 2016 released

oh god. this was definitely one of the heaviest story I have ever come across I can even put in the same level as Killing Stalking. Knew it was gonna be heavy and psychologically depressing, since that's what everyone who read it said before I did, but holy shit...the amount of courage this author has to address all those controversial issues in a manhwa. Since the first chapter, you'll know right away it's gonna be something really dark. I even told myself, "Ah, I have to read 80 chapters of this trauma?" I was even scared to read it first because I was afraid I wouldn't be able to take it. So let's talk about the issues discussed in this book. I think almost every fucked up issue on this planet about humanity has been demonstrated I'm so awed. Racism, rape, drug abuse, homophobia, exploitation, domestic and child abuse, police incompetence, abuse of power, murder, the hypocrisy of religion...like holy shit I bet Juns received hate for being this brave. She managed to put all of that in this story like wow. I'm so impressed. And that Veronica bitch. I agree with Simon btw ever since I saw her I knew she was fucked up. BUT SHE WAS BEYOND MY EXPECTATIONS. She was worst wtfff she was mentally ill, though. When her eye twitched I went bananas it was fucking creepy, but like other fucked up people she also had a terrible child that made her become like that. She deserved treatment, but ngl I'm glad she died f that bitch she made my babies suffer so much T_T And Gale...aw man I think I need help. Like, I disliked him when he first appeared ofc because what a fucking piece of shit of a brother but I can't help but like him too. Like the detectives said, it was hard to know what's on his mind, because he's fucked up and all that...but I kinda do, I just dunno how to explain it. He claims to hate his brother, and I do believe that, but not as much as he claims. He only disliked Simon bcs Simon resembles their father in terms of facial features, and we all know that the father is fucking shit too, raping a child...geez I hate pedos so much I wanna skin them alive. Simon has been kind to him (until they grew up ofc because Simon was blinded by his desire for revenge for Conor). I also believe the father's dead and my best theory would be Gale murdering him, it was implied by the symbol of a knife stabbed on him in the family photo, but could be anywhere else too. Dead, I hope. And Mona uwu best lady!! This supportive woman deserves happiness as well, being there for Conor and Simon ever since. She's different from all those hypocrites. I'm glad she found herself a lady too uwu. And ofc our couple, Simon and Connor! Aw man they definitely went through so much. It hurt. They were only loving each other, but had to suffer so much just because of the society they're in. I'm glad the world we currently live in is more open to homosexuality now. I'm glad they are happy!! They definitely deserve it!! Though I wanted to see them together with their adopted child! T_T If I could rate this more than 5 stars I would. The amount of drama feels overwhelming but author has this style of making the ambience lighter (esp chibi art lol) and adds a touch of comedy sometimes but it doesn't ruin the dramatic mood. I love the art style ofc!! And how poetic this was..oh God the metaphors don't even get me started. This is prob the longest review I made xD I have more to say but I read this for 5 hours straight and my head's starting to ache but I LOVE IT!! It's a masterpiece, especially for a debut manhwa.

Boku o Warui Ko ni Shite

Complete | HAIDA Nanako | 2017 released

uke is a masochist lolol the early chapters really weirded me out :/ seme thinks uke and he are alike because of their bruises, then uke tells him to keep it a secret but seme blackmails him and rapes him and stops in abruptly and then uke falls for him dafq lol ok I did like him a bit when he comforted uke when uke was frightened by the loud sounds. uke is stupid imo like yeah smart in school but stupid with his feelings but maybe living with an abusive parent made him like that? Touma too. I sympathize with their abusive past but it still doesn't excuse seme's actions (he did repent but stilllll) I was gonna rate this lower but I did see that they fell genuinely in love. I like seme's foster father he kind af I thought it was gonna be darker at first because of what seme said but it turns out it was his stupid secretary who fabricated shit ://// there were times I felt like it was abrupt or rushed but it turned out okay. Beautiful art. And yes, uke doesn't admit it but he's obviously an m, not minding if seme 'ties him down' lmaooo

Ore Dake Mi Nai to xx Shichau zo

Complete | MISHIMA Kazuhiko | 2014 released

LMFAOOOOOOOOOO I DIDN'T EXPECT TO LIKE THIS well yeah seme is creepy af and disturbing and it really made me laugh when they had sex because it just looks weird having the shorter guy being the seme xDDDD and he's got a cute face too lolol but I'm glad uke doesn't tolerate his stalkish behavior and forced him to change to "normal", though it obviously wasn't totally successful xD

sefure ijou, koibito miman!

Complete | AKATSUKI Amama | 2016 released

1st story: was okay, neither loved it nor disliked it tho tbh I shipped the uke with the first bro lol other bro was cute and loyal but eh. uke was def an asshole for teasing him too much lol 2nd: seme confessed to uke in high school and uke ignored him but they met again. like the first one, I didn't like or hate it but it was better in my opinion. seme was a bit pushy, but consent was there so it's all good 3rd: of course the typical generic asshole seme. blackmails the uke and guilt-trips him, doesn't also want to listen to uke. pushy ass motherfucker. bet he only liked uke's face smh I feel bad for uke. seme also knew uke was going to be humiliated when he confesses but went along because he wanted to bully him. ugh worst type of seme but I'm not surprised by them anymore.