myaoich's manga / #older uke(19)

Soshite Boku wa Koi wo Shiru

Complete | Tokita honoji | 2019 released

the only problem I have with this is that IT'S TOO SHORT. and tbh I expected uke to top xD but it's okay.

Yakuza-sama no Omocha

Complete | KIRISHIKI Tokico | 2017 released

HOLY SHIT THIS WAS SO HOTTTT I totally love this shit eventhough there was that cursed gang rape part ugh that white haired bitch. I can't hate the side story tho Tsubaki is fucking hot though he's definitely got some loose screws. Kurose is fucking HOOOOOOT. love this

Hatsujou

Complete | iwamoto kaoru,toriumi youko | 2013 released

ugh. uke is a teacher but is weak and prone to his students' harassments. seme rapes him, but he still fell in love. of course. well, I guess it's because of seme 'animal instincts' like he says but meh it just doesn't justify that shit. he was traumatized, and it's rather that it was stockholm syndrome. well, seme was indeed kind sometimes and his wolf form was beautiful but the rape is so repulsive. they did end up, and okay let's just think they did fall in love because it doesn't feel forced to me anyways, but I'm not giving it. a higher rating because seme is such a piece of shit until ch. 4 lol

Namaiki Kareshi

Complete | YOSHIO Akira | 2015 released

Ai Ni Dekinai Koi Wa Iya

Complete | hanakawa chito | 2016 released

well I think it's supposed to be cute and sweet and touching but I didn't really get into it. It doesn't feel rushed but I feel like this could've been executed with more details (though maybe it's just me xD I've read something like this before so it's not new to me, or maybe because I'm sleepy when I read this) I wish uke does learn to fully trust seme tho and that seme doesn't ditch uke like his ex did TT I hate his ex, mf said he couldn't choose because he loves uke WELL GUESS WHAT BITCH IF U REALLY LOVE UKE YOU WOULDN'T WANT TO BE WITH ANOTHER PERSON!!! this asshole I wanna strangle him lmao I just wish the main couple would be really happy :(( and I feel like I need more extras or a volume 2

17 Seito

Complete | KINOSHITA Keiko | 2016 released

gee this was sad :(( but I love it. I know it has rape, but there's no 'oh, he raped me because he loves me' mindset shit that's disgusting. seme really felt bad for what he did, kept apologizing, doing everything he can to make up for what he did. it's rare to see seme like these repent for their mistakes. I kinda agree with some comments, that it doesn't seem like uke really loves seme and just settled for him because he was afraid he was going to lose seme (because seme decided to give up) after being used to seme's presence, because seme made him feel like he can be with someone and he wouldn't be alone anymore, but I think he does. He doesn't love him as much seme does (yet), not even telling him an 'I like you' (tho tbh I'm glad he did because it would be really weird for me) but I think he will love him more, and maybe that's what this book lacks TT I want to see more of their relationship :(( this book is good, definitely deserves more. tbh I thought seme's friend liked him or smth xD I kinda shipped them with the way his emotions were drawn in some panels lel

Asterisk (torino Shino)

Complete | torino shino | 2016 released

omg this was so beautiful :((( WHY DOES THIS HAVE LOW RATINGS??? This is so rare tbh I mean I get it seme was annoying for giving uke mixed signals, never telling him how he likes him, had sex with him but still went out with girls like?? I was pissed off too but man this was too beautiful to be overlooked :(( I like it. I'm actually glad uke left him back then tbh because that opened seme's eyes dghdjdkd