myaoich's manga / #memory loss(4)

Obey Me

Complete | Milknono,Rusena | 2000 released

the story of the quiet kid in class who can't move on from the infamous kid that he shared a kiss with. he collects ballpens for a reason

Royal Servant

Complete | MasterGin,Chungnyun | 2016 released

I feel like the story's been too rushed, especially the early chapters. It's all transitioned too fast that it was confusing. The ending, too. There was no resolution before the end came. Ryan's death fell incoviently, he sajd he'd like to go when things become stable but none of the matters are fixed and there are a lot of plot holes, like the antidote development for the poison or the downfall of the Introns and maybe a better ending scene for Lucaon and Kyon. Come to think of it, the Introns might come back for Kyon or Christoph and another poisoning might've happened. Would've been better, but I liked Lucaon's and Sihan's character developments.

Shounen No Kyoukai

Complete | akabeko | 2016 released

AW BOI I shed tears on this one. This was really heavy. It shows the struggles of alphas and omegas with their instincts. Kaoru had to pair with Yuka to protect him but he felt bad for that. I won't say I didn't dislike that because Yuka was raped, but it was the best outcome that could've happened then. We could see how Kaoru tried to hold himself back to the point he started to bleed. I feel bad for Yuka, being all alone after that. It feels scary. Of course I also feel bad for Kaoru. He's really a kind alpha. I salute him for the job he made. I thought he was gonna be some clumsy ass alpha but he really turned to be a DADDY. Like total hot man. I love how he remained faithful to Yuka although his fated partner appeared before him. Taiga. I hated this mf but he did redeem himself. He changed himself and I'm happy for him. I kinda feel bad too because it must hurt to endure the pain of seeing your fated pair already taken oh bro that shit hurt but just like he said, if he hadn't done that to Yuka back then, then maybe he would've had a chance. Instincts are really the true antagonists in this. And Rin...aw boi aw man I feel soooo bad for him. At first I disliked him because he acted real slutty to me but I realized his situation. It must be really shitty to be an omega in a society like that, not accepting omega for any jobs because of their irresistible pheromones. I felt sad and angry at him at the same time when he found out Kaoru is his pair because of his actions, but it was instincts. I'm glad Taiga paired with him. But that part where Rin remembers that he's already mated with Taiga after seeing the bite mark on his neck and then when he woke up Rin asks him who he was AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA BITCH I'm weak asf at those kinds of shit T_T they were going to make a baby after 3 months but because of the side effect AAAAAAAAAAA I wanted to see their kid bruh T_T FUCK THOSE INSTINCTS FUCK THOSE PILLS but I'm glad that ending was written well. A healthy and happy future awaits them.

Koujitsuei no Tobira

Complete | Shoowa | 2000 released

oh shit...I love yaoi that aren't just love or sex but this is a bit complex for me xD first of all, it kinda agitates me that uke is 17 when he had sex with seme (first page) and it even made it worse when they both met when uke was 13 (like the fire broke out 13 years ago and uke was 17 in the timeline so he was 3 years old) idk why it's such a bother to me when I've read other BL with uke falling in love with seme as a child or smth but yeah it still weirded me out because uke was seme's bro's 'adopted' son so doesn't it make it somehow...incest? xDDD idk so complicated but anyways I like how unique this was. The government is shit in this one, experimenting on children!! and seme's bro had to die this had potential but like the author's note said in the last page, the mid part of the story was a bit rushed tho I did understand the scenes. This was one of those stories that I'm still not mature enough to understand so maybe I'll comr bsck and read it again after some time. AND JIN OMG HE IS SO GORG PLS AND ALSO ACTUALLY SMART I AM FALLING!!! I THOUGHT SEME WAS ACTUALLY GONNA BE WITH HIM IN THE BEGINNING but it's okay lol he's a good friend.