myaoich's manga / #marriage(3)

okay this was so...THIS REALLY HURT in the early chapters ugh I really relate with seme!! Having feelings for someone who doesn't love you back... *sobs* and even seeing them get married bro that's so brave they both went through so much shit. There were times I hate them both (I really hated Jaeha during the early chapters because he's so cruel towards Eunho!!) and I hated Eunho that time where threatened Jaeha to force him into a corner. That scene in Jeju Island was so painful as fuck I already had a feeling things were going down but still hurt this is one of the most angst yaoi I've read. The story is really good. I'm also tagging this as psychological though it isn't dark, because the actions of the characters, especially Jaeha's was drawn well (his actions were because of his past failures) and also how he has a hard time expressing his emotions until Eunho ruined his life xD I'm really really happy they ended up ugh this story was all about patience and time. Seme is loyal asf imagine waiting for 19 years??? ANYWAY, AUTHOR NIM SAID HANJUN'S STORY IS IN THE DRAFTS SO WHERE IS IT??? COME ON I kind of disliked him but I really wanted to see his own happy love story. Lastly, can I just say Author-nim has immaculate taste in music? I really love the songs she put in this book uwu

oh god. this was definitely one of the heaviest story I have ever come across I can even put in the same level as Killing Stalking. Knew it was gonna be heavy and psychologically depressing, since that's what everyone who read it said before I did, but holy shit...the amount of courage this author has to address all those controversial issues in a manhwa. Since the first chapter, you'll know right away it's gonna be something really dark. I even told myself, "Ah, I have to read 80 chapters of this trauma?" I was even scared to read it first because I was afraid I wouldn't be able to take it. So let's talk about the issues discussed in this book. I think almost every fucked up issue on this planet about humanity has been demonstrated I'm so awed. Racism, rape, drug abuse, homophobia, exploitation, domestic and child abuse, police incompetence, abuse of power, murder, the hypocrisy of religion...like holy shit I bet Juns received hate for being this brave. She managed to put all of that in this story like wow. I'm so impressed. And that Veronica bitch. I agree with Simon btw ever since I saw her I knew she was fucked up. BUT SHE WAS BEYOND MY EXPECTATIONS. She was worst wtfff she was mentally ill, though. When her eye twitched I went bananas it was fucking creepy, but like other fucked up people she also had a terrible child that made her become like that. She deserved treatment, but ngl I'm glad she died f that bitch she made my babies suffer so much T_T And Gale...aw man I think I need help. Like, I disliked him when he first appeared ofc because what a fucking piece of shit of a brother but I can't help but like him too. Like the detectives said, it was hard to know what's on his mind, because he's fucked up and all that...but I kinda do, I just dunno how to explain it. He claims to hate his brother, and I do believe that, but not as much as he claims. He only disliked Simon bcs Simon resembles their father in terms of facial features, and we all know that the father is fucking shit too, raping a child...geez I hate pedos so much I wanna skin them alive. Simon has been kind to him (until they grew up ofc because Simon was blinded by his desire for revenge for Conor). I also believe the father's dead and my best theory would be Gale murdering him, it was implied by the symbol of a knife stabbed on him in the family photo, but could be anywhere else too. Dead, I hope. And Mona uwu best lady!! This supportive woman deserves happiness as well, being there for Conor and Simon ever since. She's different from all those hypocrites. I'm glad she found herself a lady too uwu. And ofc our couple, Simon and Connor! Aw man they definitely went through so much. It hurt. They were only loving each other, but had to suffer so much just because of the society they're in. I'm glad the world we currently live in is more open to homosexuality now. I'm glad they are happy!! They definitely deserve it!! Though I wanted to see them together with their adopted child! T_T If I could rate this more than 5 stars I would. The amount of drama feels overwhelming but author has this style of making the ambience lighter (esp chibi art lol) and adds a touch of comedy sometimes but it doesn't ruin the dramatic mood. I love the art style ofc!! And how poetic this was..oh God the metaphors don't even get me started. This is prob the longest review I made xD I have more to say but I read this for 5 hours straight and my head's starting to ache but I LOVE IT!! It's a masterpiece, especially for a debut manhwa.

I read this bcos it sounded interesting but it's awful to me lol first of all, they were supposed to get married, and they were "technically" because of the registration but where is the wedding? that secretary was rude as fuck too, slut-shaming uke was really uncalled for :// and he didn't even apologize, didn't want to be in"debted" to uke. he's supposed to be a tsun but still, it was fucking rude :// third, the main characters are annoying lol it felt too rushed and confusing for me. uke feels like a pushover to me lmao and seme is too...bruh this would've been really interesting if uke was someone tough but anyways. I even skipped the last part because I was tired of the smut. I like how seme changed the law to get married to uke tho