myaoich's manga / #guilt(2)

Hikizuru Oto

Complete | harada | 2015 released

whew so the seme is manipulative (as typical in Harada's works). He rides on his childhood friend's guilt and trauma from 'not being able to protect him' from that car accident that cost his leg. The uke panics whenever he worries for seme and the seme is enjoying that. He knows uke will never forgive himself until seme says what happened wasn't uke's fault but of course because he's fucked up, he doesn't. I'm rating this 4 4star because I wanted uke to somehow wake up or smth but ofc I know traumas are shit

Blue Lust

Complete | Hinako (ひなこ) | 2015 released

a rollercoaster of emotions. IREALLY THOUGHT THEY WEREN'T GOING TO END UP THANK GOD THEY DID THE GUY UKE FOUND WAS A MANIPULATIVE SHIT I'M GLAD SEME DIDN'T GIVE UP. I also feel sooooo bad for Noboru. All that bullying just because it was revealed he was homo :// he even received a scar and almost died the fuck I hate everyone from his middle school, even seme but I understood he was guilty af and he wanted to change and I'm glad this was long enough to elaborate that he didn't go out with uke just because of his past. Uke, too. I can understand his anxiety but they got their happy ending awww I love their friends too because they know what's up but they don't judge or anything. Where is Noboru's story though ? he deserves happiness!!