myaoich's manga / #death(20)

I was really, REALLY gonna rate this 5-stars because I sooooooooo love the art!!! The characters, esp the seme was so attractive the couple was really well-drawn! But the plot...idk. At first, it was interesting. But things went downhill in Season 2. I don't know, I just...think it would've more impact to me if they were longer. They feel a bit rushed for me. I really wanted to see Taehyuk's face, and I wanted uke to overcome his trauma of the ocean. He hasn't told the seme about his su*cide attempt and I think it would've been better if he did, even if it was in a timeskip because I know it's not that easy to tell someone things like that. I really expected more drama but there were more smuts and I actually had to skip them altho they were consensual. And that Jihyuk. Fuck him. He deserves the jail. The rape scenes almost made me throw up goddamit. Again, I really wanted to rate this 5-stars but...idk if only it was more...emphasized? Like the uke visiting Taehyuk's grave again and say something about forgiveness. I know I shouldn't be saying this, because ithe author really worked hard but it's my opinion anyway. Though, I'm happy the characters had their happy ending. And this is one of my favorites in terms of art!

no, I don't like uke being 'replacements', especially if the dead lover of the seme was a woman and their sister...like, that feels wrong. I wanted more of the 2nd one shot bruh I was surprised to see the end of the chapter just like that :/

aw man I wish seme fucking died. I'm glad uke's mother died tho tbh. fucked up.

OMG IM FUCKING CRYING THIS WAS SO BEAUTIFUL. HOW THEY MET. UKE'S STORIES AND IMAGINATION. THEY FIT TOGETHER SO WELL. I already started crying in the beginning because they were so adorable it hurt when they broke up it hurt a lot UKE LOOKED SO DESTROYED why did that have to happen (although I expected that) I wish uke rejected seme even for a bit so it hurt more BUT HE LOVES HIM TOO MUCH. When they became old I lost it T_____T so beautifullll it's a good mix of comedy, fluff and angst my heart and my eyes are warm.

oh shit...I love yaoi that aren't just love or sex but this is a bit complex for me xD first of all, it kinda agitates me that uke is 17 when he had sex with seme (first page) and it even made it worse when they both met when uke was 13 (like the fire broke out 13 years ago and uke was 17 in the timeline so he was 3 years old) idk why it's such a bother to me when I've read other BL with uke falling in love with seme as a child or smth but yeah it still weirded me out because uke was seme's bro's 'adopted' son so doesn't it make it somehow...incest? xDDD idk so complicated but anyways I like how unique this was. The government is shit in this one, experimenting on children!! and seme's bro had to die this had potential but like the author's note said in the last page, the mid part of the story was a bit rushed tho I did understand the scenes. This was one of those stories that I'm still not mature enough to understand so maybe I'll comr bsck and read it again after some time. AND JIN OMG HE IS SO GORG PLS AND ALSO ACTUALLY SMART I AM FALLING!!! I THOUGHT SEME WAS ACTUALLY GONNA BE WITH HIM IN THE BEGINNING but it's okay lol he's a good friend.

THIS WAS SO SAD PLS I HAVENT CRIED THAT UGLY FOR A BL STORY IN A LONG TIME. I DON'T EVEN WANNA DESCRIBE IT IT JUST HURTS SO BAD T___T

fuck if this was longer and had more depth I would've really lost it

HOLY SHIT. This is fucking messed up but it's the type to break your heart. Other psychological mangas only traumatize you or make me mad but this... holy shit I mean it's not even a new concept to me but it's the way everything was illustrated and told that it still managed to shake me. It was fucking dark, I thought the megane and the uke are gonna end up but no. I don't believe this is completed wtf it just ended on that??? I wanted to see if Roku did really recover from PTSD, and also that megane's story too. There's a lot of missing things on this and it's giving me goosebumps. I hope this has a sequel or things get continued because it's gonna give me nightmares. Plus, Kei's affair with their stepdad, please I want to have that asshole arrested. Okay, let's say Kei seduced him but he was in the right mind to refuse him. And someone said this in the comments, that it could be Kei who's just pretending to be Riku. I think that could be possible too, though it's more likely that it was Riku himself. He wasn't gay in the first place, but because he saw his brother doing "that", and they have the same face I guess he believes he's like that too. This is really interesting. It's less graphic compared to other psychological bl but it's substance is definitely a great amount. There were missing pages and sometimes it's confusing because Kei and Roku's pov transitions too suddenly but it was really good. Wish this continues.

for some reason I didn't really hate it. or maybe I just read it while I'm mentally fucked up?? so basically uke's friend/first love dies and he has this hobby to visit his friend's graveyard. seme likes him and they become lovers but then seme's dark tone show- abusive, violent, highkey jealous. When he fucked uke in that graveyard I can't- I was also pissed when he hit uke's concerned friend with a stick. How I wish uke just stabbed him instead of forgiving him. Yeah, it's a psychological manga alright. Not surprised anymore. P.S. that last story was actually hilarious to me lol

:(( THIS WAS SO BEAUTIFUL BUT SO SAD. I LITERALLY CRIED I was worried that uke wouldn't be able to change seme's fate of dying too. when seme said, "but even if I die, I want you to be hapoy afterwards" I broke down into tears CUZ FUCK WHO WOULD BE HAPPY AFTER SEEING THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE DIE A FEW TIMES I'm glad uke chose to sacrifice once more and so he was able to change fate. I cried so hard AAAAAA I'm so happy it's a happy ending but I feel so so sad for uke for going through all that :(((