myaoich's manga / #dark(21)

Color Recipe

Complete | Harada | 2015 released

HOLY SHIITTTTT like of course I know this was gonna be dark because it's Harada's work after all but I didn't imagine that the seme would be soooo fucked up. To sum it up, the seme is manipulative and obsessed with uke. He's one of the most fucked up characters I know, being able to act like a good person to manipulate. I had doubted him actually in the early chapters but I was still stupefied when he turned out to be THAT dark. He's on another level of a yandere. Riku, too, is one fucked up character as well (I relate to him tbh I like stirring up drama for other people because I find it fun). It's not the first time I read something this dark but it surely left a mark on me. I'm also glad Shou has became wary of Fuku because had it been another uke, they would've probably gave in to their abusive seme and mistake their fear for love. Uke is not like that at all. He didn't even say he likes him or anything that expresses his love for Fuku (he only hates him and also probably pity because he's a kind character although he tends to get physical). Impressive book!

Hikizuru Oto

Complete | harada | 2015 released

whew so the seme is manipulative (as typical in Harada's works). He rides on his childhood friend's guilt and trauma from 'not being able to protect him' from that car accident that cost his leg. The uke panics whenever he worries for seme and the seme is enjoying that. He knows uke will never forgive himself until seme says what happened wasn't uke's fault but of course because he's fucked up, he doesn't. I'm rating this 4 4star because I wanted uke to somehow wake up or smth but ofc I know traumas are shit

Carmen

Complete | Esuto Emu,Est Em | 2000 released
2020-12-12 14:20 marked

oh...OH. I understand this very well but I really can't elaborate it but it's something like a girl envying another girl because they're pretty or they have things she doesn't have, except it was a man (a homosexual man to be precise) that envied the girl (Carmen). The guy he's involved with apparently likes Carmen. And that clairvoyant's fortune oh boi... It was short and the art is obviously of a beginner's but deep and dark.

Obey Me

Complete | Milknono,Rusena | 2000 released

the story of the quiet kid in class who can't move on from the infamous kid that he shared a kiss with. he collects ballpens for a reason

Hogu Hagyeongsu

Complete | im-aeju | 2016 released

yoooo this is so fucked up uke has been put through a lot. seme's family are crazy people just like him. uke's brother was hot (i simped on him ngl I'm so sorry I want to fuvking kill him at the same time) but he raped uke and fucking abused his body A LOT and their sister was caring but passive with what the fuck they were doing it was so twisted asf it's like it's been normalized in the story that whoever seme likes, his brother would fuck with it as wellit has a lot of rape scenes that I just wanted uke to die in some chapters because it was too hurtful seeing him suffer like that. seme is really evil- abusive and manipulative, has a habit of 'destroying things he like' so he lets his friends rape uke and torment him again after finding him years later he indeed needs to go to the mental hospital bruh and uke accepting that he'll never be happy is just so fucking sad. this is one hell of a manhwa and it fucked up my mind

I Wanna Die Before I'm 30

Complete | Anji seina | 2019 released

I'M SO MAD BRUH THE TWO DECEIVED AI HEARTLESSLY AND LEAVES WITH HIS THINGS LIKE BRUH WTF HE DOESN'T DESERVE THAT I do feel sad for Aya and Ryo BUT FUCK EM IF MAYBE THEY LOVED AI SINCERELY IN THE END. 5 STARS BECAUSE I LOVE THE SMUTS AND THIS IS A RARE THREESOME MANGA

Chew and Swallow

Complete | Gawee | 2014 released

uke went through so much shit but I'm glad he's happy with his seme in the end and had closure with his abuser... though I hope that mf ended up in jail instead

Yajirushi

Complete | Harada | 2015 released

I read too much dark shit that I predicted most of them coming. They are sick and twisted what the fuck but I like the last couple because they were funny.

Yugami Hajime

Complete | Harada | 2000 released

Caste Heaven

Ongoing | Ogawa Chise | 2014 released