okay this was so...THIS REALLY HURT in the early chapters ugh I really relate with seme!! Having feelings for someone who doesn't love you back... *sobs* and even seeing them get married bro that's so brave they both went through so much shit. There were times I hate them both (I really hated Jaeha during the early chapters because he's so cruel towards Eunho!!) and I hated Eunho that time where threatened Jaeha to force him into a corner. That scene in Jeju Island was so painful as fuck I already had a feeling things were going down but still hurt this is one of the most angst yaoi I've read. The story is really good. I'm also tagging this as psychological though it isn't dark, because the actions of the characters, especially Jaeha's was drawn well (his actions were because of his past failures) and also how he has a hard time expressing his emotions until Eunho ruined his life xD I'm really really happy they ended up ugh this story was all about patience and time. Seme is loyal asf imagine waiting for 19 years???
ANYWAY, AUTHOR NIM SAID HANJUN'S STORY IS IN THE DRAFTS SO WHERE IS IT??? COME ON I kind of disliked him but I really wanted to see his own happy love story.
Lastly, can I just say Author-nim has immaculate taste in music? I really love the songs she put in this book uwu
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