myaoich's manga / #angst(31)

THIS SHIT HURTS BUT I LOVE IT!!!! I'LL ENGRAVE THIS ONTO MY HEART. AND I WANNA BE UKE'S FRIEND HE DESERVES ALL THE LOVE IN THIS WORLD

ehhhh the main couple's relationship was toxic af I can't really tell if they're going to be happy this time. it was shitty af but since I am kind of into the angst I liked it, and it wasn't as melodramatic as Unreachable lol the smex was good, too. I wanted to see more of the second couple nooooooo I am so interested in them but only 2, chapters of side stories??༎ຶ‿༎ຶ

I fucking cried at ch. 4 because seme was really a huge asshole, humiliating uke like that!!! I feel happy for Yousuke but ever since they broke up I can't just like him anymore >:< I wish his sis would find her own happiness too I mean, I was indeed angry at her for being childish but I understand her. Ah whatever I just really can't trust the seme sgsgeusjhdhs with other yaoi couples I can imagine their relationship lasting longer but not with this one, like what seme and uke said (though that was before their breakup) but until now that's how it feels like. urghhh

This is so cute!!! The art style is so calming it's literally my favorite! The color palette of pastels are so cute Okay, the story is great. I love it! It's well-written and well-drawn. It has a good balance of drama, comedy and romance. I really also love the deep, poetic lines, tho it's to be expected since it's a manhua. It's angst-y, but what made me really cry was at ch 62 damn you lin hang! but I'm happy they had their happy endings! What made this story long was actually because of lies, but let's say those were white lies. I can relate since I also lie a lot! Haha, but I couldn't lie to snag my crush. I'm contented with an unrequited love T_T but of course I wouldn't have allowed that for this!!! In the first place, what made me want to read this book was the fact that qingye and tangtang are both in love with each other, but are scared of confessing. I wish II was lucky like them too T^T Of course, because this is a manhua, no kissing scenes (actually, there are but THEY ARE CENSORED ofc fuck china's oversensitive ass censorship) or papapa lol but it definitely has plenty of sexual tensions where I wish they fucking kissed! *cries* but I accepted that when I started reading this lol so it's okay This was a good read. I also really love the second couple AAAAAAA I hope after all that pretending qiuqiu learns to become comfortable with just being himself <3

well I really like angst yaoi (like thos egemed with amnesia, hanahaki, and unrequited love). this isn't angst-y as I thought but it does hurt a bit. It's actually a bit heavy on smut and with funny intonations that makes the drama light. I'm not let down by that though There are some things that were weird to me lol like how Fujii has feelings towards his sister (like literal feelings and not a sister complex bruh) don't get me wrong I love him but that just weird af xD and why would Tarou want to keep that ring?? idk I kinda hoped he threw it away when Fujii got them a pair of new ones and how Fujii went back to him after he saw the ring necklace...eh, I think it was drawn pretty much accurately. I feel like it could be more emphasized- Fujii's reaction and feelings in that panel. It just didn't appeal to me much, so I kind of get lost when they reunited lel Anyway, I like how refreshing Tarou's charactee is, in what is supposed to be a tearjerker with a theme like amnesia. Unlike what I expected, he's not melodramatic or too mopey as what I would have expected of someone whose partner couldn't remember them (though I wouldn't have mind if he was like that, either. I would feel more angst that way tbh) I think he was sad too but he carries himself well. I love how his look during their early days, the hair looks good on him TT he's also a supportive brother and he's pretty too tf tbh I wanted that scene where he topped Fujii be properly and detailedly drawn. WHAT A WASTE OF BIG DICK BRUHHHH so yeah I'll say this was good but it didn't hit the feels for me xD maybe I'm just too accustomed to angst because I've read a lot and worse but this is good.

gee this was sad :(( but I love it. I know it has rape, but there's no 'oh, he raped me because he loves me' mindset shit that's disgusting. seme really felt bad for what he did, kept apologizing, doing everything he can to make up for what he did. it's rare to see seme like these repent for their mistakes. I kinda agree with some comments, that it doesn't seem like uke really loves seme and just settled for him because he was afraid he was going to lose seme (because seme decided to give up) after being used to seme's presence, because seme made him feel like he can be with someone and he wouldn't be alone anymore, but I think he does. He doesn't love him as much seme does (yet), not even telling him an 'I like you' (tho tbh I'm glad he did because it would be really weird for me) but I think he will love him more, and maybe that's what this book lacks TT I want to see more of their relationship :(( this book is good, definitely deserves more. tbh I thought seme's friend liked him or smth xD I kinda shipped them with the way his emotions were drawn in some panels lel

:(( THIS WAS SO BEAUTIFUL BUT SO SAD. I LITERALLY CRIED I was worried that uke wouldn't be able to change seme's fate of dying too. when seme said, "but even if I die, I want you to be hapoy afterwards" I broke down into tears CUZ FUCK WHO WOULD BE HAPPY AFTER SEEING THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE DIE A FEW TIMES I'm glad uke chose to sacrifice once more and so he was able to change fate. I cried so hard AAAAAA I'm so happy it's a happy ending but I feel so so sad for uke for going through all that :(((

omg this was so beautiful :((( WHY DOES THIS HAVE LOW RATINGS??? This is so rare tbh I mean I get it seme was annoying for giving uke mixed signals, never telling him how he likes him, had sex with him but still went out with girls like?? I was pissed off too but man this was too beautiful to be overlooked :(( I like it. I'm actually glad uke left him back then tbh because that opened seme's eyes dghdjdkd