Akuma To Keiyaku (haru)
can I just say THIS WAS SO HOTTTTTTTT T_T and yeah sweet and cute af tho it does have dark tones (obsessed fan, rape, that creepy old geezer, ) I feel a love-hate feeling towards seme, maybe just like how uke feels. He's a jerk but he's also nice. I hate how seme really raped uke because I really, really wanted him not to. I wanted him to snap out of it before he does it but it was too late...sigh. He's still dwelling over that, apparent in the last chapters and I hope it was more addressed. Uke was clearly traumatized by that, and I even thought at one point "Maybe he brushed that off so his shot as actor is guaranteed. seme is his key to fame after all" lol I know that was really a cynical thought but I changed my mind guys lol uke, though. grrr he's a fool for forgiving seme that easily after 'that' but it's his choice. He even vowed to protect him and wished he would be with him forever T_T bruh im- ok I'm loveless. This was really drawn well awww I would've liked it better if there were less plot holes. But anw I love this soooo <3
Goodbye Lilac
This is so mature and I think realistic tbh I want to rate it 5-stars but I WANT SENSEI TO SPOIL UKE!!! TT uke creeped me out at times I admit esp what he said about the monk thing xD but I understand it was a metaphor and HE IS SO PRECIOUS PLS UGHHHHHH HAVING FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T LIKE HIM BACK FOR YEARS!! I mean, I've done that too (had unrequited feelings for a guy for three years) but still!! It was wholesome af I'm glad sensei didn't go out with him as a student but it does make me feel weird that they still refer to each other as sensei-gakusei even when they're already colleagues and even lovers T.T that's it I just wanted sensei to spoil uke moreeeee
Paradigm Shift
ehhhhh it was confusing. I'll reread it again in another time. I like that they had a child tho owo
Koi to wa Yobenai
this was so good...it was really warm, from both romance and hurt. I would've cried if I wasn't next to my mom T_T that 'mistakes' would've not happened IF Junpei didn't assume things I WAS FRUSTRATED I was glad because 'Finally side characters who won't be love interests' BUT THAT HAPPENED *sobs* but anyway they all realized those were mistakes. I love how mature this manhwa was, and realistic too. I hate Ei's ex so much I hope the mob have his head chopped off mf I'm glad uke wasn't a fool that time I was sooooo relieved. I kinda wanted Sagan and Kitanaka to end up together T__T but like what was mentioned, they only exhaust each other. They obviously still love each other though ughhhhh but overall it's good. AND YAKINORI IS SO ADORBS!!!!! <3333
Unfather
aw man I wish seme fucking died. I'm glad uke's mother died tho tbh. fucked up.
Fugai nai Koi
lmfao the generic typical cliche yaoi plot. uke falls for seme when they were younger but seme got a gf so uke becomes a sl*t when he grew up. tbh I felt bad for the sex friend he was so fucking attractive but didn't he slut-shame the uke?? but yea I was curious how things would've been if uke chose him. Plot was so typical I almost didn't feel anything lol
Musebinake, Junjou
sexy and hottttt owo
Soshite Boku wa Koi wo Shiru
the only problem I have with this is that IT'S TOO SHORT. and tbh I expected uke to top xD but it's okay.
Koujitsuei no Tobira
oh shit...I love yaoi that aren't just love or sex but this is a bit complex for me xD first of all, it kinda agitates me that uke is 17 when he had sex with seme (first page) and it even made it worse when they both met when uke was 13 (like the fire broke out 13 years ago and uke was 17 in the timeline so he was 3 years old) idk why it's such a bother to me when I've read other BL with uke falling in love with seme as a child or smth but yeah it still weirded me out because uke was seme's bro's 'adopted' son so doesn't it make it somehow...incest? xDDD idk so complicated but anyways I like how unique this was. The government is shit in this one, experimenting on children!! and seme's bro had to die this had potential but like the author's note said in the last page, the mid part of the story was a bit rushed tho I did understand the scenes. This was one of those stories that I'm still not mature enough to understand so maybe I'll comr bsck and read it again after some time. AND JIN OMG HE IS SO GORG PLS AND ALSO ACTUALLY SMART I AM FALLING!!! I THOUGHT SEME WAS ACTUALLY GONNA BE WITH HIM IN THE BEGINNING but it's okay lol he's a good friend.
Sun's Blood