myaoich's manga / #age gap(36)

I told myself I wouldn't read this because I ABHOR SHOTACON but this was really written well. It's very dark, yet it's also realistic (men molesting on children because they were also molested when they were younger). However, this was even more twisted because Yui 'fell in love' and forgave his perpetrator that he even had a happy ending with him. A witness, who was Mai, could've reported this but she didn't and tolerated Yui's feelings towards his molester (Mai was also a twisted character, I should say). Yui's parents are really...sigh. Their families care more about their image more than their children and I found that really annoying. I don't feel happy that the pedo wasn't arrested, and I am not fully convinced of their romantic feelings towards each other (because it's really fucking twisted). I wish Yui and Kei had received REAL treatment. But anyway, I really liked how fucked up this is.

THIS WAS GOOD OMG at first I thought it'll be just chapter of pwp but surprisingly it has plot and good story too. I'M UNSATISFIED WITH THAT ENDING THO

literally apathetic assassin gets involved with a prostitute. there are disturbing scenes like rape but I'm surprised I find them light compared to other yaoi scenes I have read. I thought seme was going to be a sadists or an asshole but he's actually one of the most caring seme ever. I'm glad Itou was freed by his former boss and also Kyousuke and they got their happy ending️

YES T—T

I love Harada but I hate shota...Nii-chan was shota too but that was quite brilliant and more impressive unlike this one...

no

okay this was so...THIS REALLY HURT in the early chapters ugh I really relate with seme!! Having feelings for someone who doesn't love you back... *sobs* and even seeing them get married bro that's so brave they both went through so much shit. There were times I hate them both (I really hated Jaeha during the early chapters because he's so cruel towards Eunho!!) and I hated Eunho that time where threatened Jaeha to force him into a corner. That scene in Jeju Island was so painful as fuck I already had a feeling things were going down but still hurt this is one of the most angst yaoi I've read. The story is really good. I'm also tagging this as psychological though it isn't dark, because the actions of the characters, especially Jaeha's was drawn well (his actions were because of his past failures) and also how he has a hard time expressing his emotions until Eunho ruined his life xD I'm really really happy they ended up ugh this story was all about patience and time. Seme is loyal asf imagine waiting for 19 years??? ANYWAY, AUTHOR NIM SAID HANJUN'S STORY IS IN THE DRAFTS SO WHERE IS IT??? COME ON I kind of disliked him but I really wanted to see his own happy love story. Lastly, can I just say Author-nim has immaculate taste in music? I really love the songs she put in this book uwu

that was beautiful tbh but if it was longer and had more emotions it would've been immaculate T_T Hibari's bro was so handsome pls why did he have to die anyway I think everyone found this boring or flat because it's a kinda common plot and yes it really lacked emotions but I felt them anyway I get what the story is trying to convey. I wish there was timeskip where uke is a full grown adult because he still looks like a child to me in the sex scenes ahaha *awkward* and the name of this manga...I wished it had another name instead because idk Hibari did cry ah I dunno how to properly explain it but I just...anyway I liked it so. ps why is there a certain tag under this lmao who tf

'This is really mature.' I thought that at first three chapters but as the story goes on I get lost. I think it's good but I'm not mature enough yet or smart to understand this. It was really confusing. I will read this book again after a few years I guess but I will rate it four stars for now.

oh bruh...I kinda disliked the first story. Not because they're stepbros- I'm fine with incest stepsiblings but the love is kinda twisted, especially the seme's. He said so himself that he faked everything. Uke was just a possession to him and that shit pisses me off fuck you btch gah I hate it when people take advantage of weak ones I'm so sleepy while typing this so I just wanna say it's meh. I do feel bad for uke tho I hate his original fam for ignoring him. Kinda reminds me of Harada's style a bit. For the 2nd story, well that was quite interesting. I'm not fond of age gaps like middle-aged x young adults but it wasn't that bad. It was just...um..rushed? At least that's how I feel about it.