04/29/22 ch 11
plot: 0
story: 0
art: 10 out of 5 holy fuck
writing: 2-2.5
uke: 1.5
seme: oh hes a 5 alright. i wouldnt even do half the things he does for uke for the people i love like be serious
chemistry: 3.5
skinship: 2
overall: jesus christ the way my coping mechanism kicked in- i panic laughed through some parts because i couldnt take it ahah ok first of all the art is GOD SENT literally this is a solid 2/5 for me at the moment but i had to make it a 2.5 because of the art. she wouldve been a 3 had i not been irked by the way uke was treated. literally wasnt his fault but my mother instincts just cant help but feel so horrible for him that it messed up my total score of this lol AGAIN IF AN UKE GETS TREATED RIGHT U GET A 5 STAR RATING IT'S JUST AS EASY AS THAT IT'S NOT FUCKING ROCKET SCIENCE
edit 06/13/22: ch 13; 13 chapters in and im already giving up lol how am i gonna get through 50 more chapters or so god help me
09/02/22: ch 19 uke is now 2/5 . he was hella frustrating his stupid and selfish decisions rly pisses me off
09/13/22: ch 20-21 this shit is so fuckin heavy, like so fuckin heavy . took me HOURS to read two chapters bc i cant take it. it's too much. the only thing left for me to go on is rooting for seme. literally thats it. cuz plot n story n ALL characters except seme are SHIT .
09/26/22: ch 22 holy shit uke? i just wanna say , if ur so self destructive why bring seme into this mess? he was so peacefully ignorant of ur situation until u showed up and now you feel like shit that he feels like shit in your place????????? be fucking fr
12/05/22 ch 32: every update opens me up to a new level of depression like.. this book is so heavy it's dragging me down lmao
01/16/23 ch 35-37: this is fucking too much. plot and story is 0. dropping to 1 star. might also end up getting dropped altogether if the gore continues
02/28/23 ch 39: congratulations i finally put this on hold. i couldnt even get past the first few pages of this chapter. i just cant deal with this anymore. hope the author is seeking professional help rn bc i certainly need it after reading this book. every update fills me with dread instead of feeling eagerness to read it like how insane is that? i read to feel relaxed and transported to a different world but this book just makes me wanna kms. it's an acquired taste for sure. not mine. bye
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