Ashh's manga / #Reread this in the future!(1)

I want to do it, even if it hurts

Ongoing | 채랑비,김인정 | 2019 released

A wonderful manhwa I have to say I wasnt going to red it at first thinking ah miscommunication troupe so much drama I don't want that Honestly I ended up liking this quite a bit hahaha Now onto the actual review In the beginning Hayeon is so desperate to get married to him because she had a crush on him normal shit I agree Later as the story progressed tho Hayeon met Doyun's aunt and they were so cute together >< the aunt adored Hayeon unlike most manhwas no drama there they talked like friends but she died lol Doyun a very stoic who wouldn't do things out of turn as they began dating he became open to Hayeon slowly something I liked about Hayeon in this manhwa is that she didnt force herself on him nor did she force her feelings on him there was communication but not one that was necessary! This manhwa was realistic esp how Doyun felt and Hayeon felt Doyun lived in a household where abuse was normal feeling unloved was normal and naturally you would think that you are a monster too because your father is a monster and that showed in his love life and god am I thankful for the author talking about this! Hayeon's fear of confessing is so real imagine being close to someone and you confess you will lose that closeness you once had so you'd much rather just keep it in and when they separated the heartbreak she felt was so raw their emotions were so fucking raw... Then when Hayeon and Doyun met again in ireland they talked and doyun explained himself and his actions first they communicated VERY well! Which is very important Im glad he told her instead of not, cause communication is key in a relationship, a marriage at that. and im glad that the FL accepted him no matter what. and the fact that the ML is willing to change to better him self not just for the sake of their relationship, but for his overall well being is a HUGE character development in my opinion He is willing to change for her and himself he accepted the toxic mindset he had and god you don't see that usually I love this manhwa so much definitely 10/10 "If it means I can continue loving you, I can face this. I can change" That's such a wonderful sentiment. Often times people who abuse were once the people being abused, and that cycle was what was scaring Doyun for so long. Even the chance that he could turn into his father and hurt the person he loves was such a scary thing for him. So when his father actually used that fear and trauma as way of taunting him, I got so pissed. But now, I'm just so proud of Doyun for saying "No, FUCK that. I'm GOING to be better. I WILL NOT be like that if it means I get to be with her." Such strength of character.