I want to do it, even if it hurts
A wonderful manhwa I have to say I wasnt going to red it at first thinking ah miscommunication troupe so much drama I don't want that Honestly I ended up liking this quite a bit hahaha Now onto the actual review In the beginning Hayeon is so desperate to get married to him because she had a crush on him normal shit I agree Later as the story progressed tho Hayeon met Doyun's aunt and they were so cute together >< the aunt adored Hayeon unlike most manhwas no drama there they talked like friends but she died lol Doyun a very stoic who wouldn't do things out of turn as they began dating he became open to Hayeon slowly something I liked about Hayeon in this manhwa is that she didnt force herself on him nor did she force her feelings on him there was communication but not one that was necessary! This manhwa was realistic esp how Doyun felt and Hayeon felt Doyun lived in a household where abuse was normal feeling unloved was normal and naturally you would think that you are a monster too because your father is a monster and that showed in his love life and god am I thankful for the author talking about this! Hayeon's fear of confessing is so real imagine being close to someone and you confess you will lose that closeness you once had so you'd much rather just keep it in and when they separated the heartbreak she felt was so raw their emotions were so fucking raw... Then when Hayeon and Doyun met again in ireland they talked and doyun explained himself and his actions first they communicated VERY well! Which is very important Im glad he told her instead of not, cause communication is key in a relationship, a marriage at that. and im glad that the FL accepted him no matter what. and the fact that the ML is willing to change to better him self not just for the sake of their relationship, but for his overall well being is a HUGE character development in my opinion He is willing to change for her and himself he accepted the toxic mindset he had and god you don't see that usually I love this manhwa so much definitely 10/10 "If it means I can continue loving you, I can face this. I can change" That's such a wonderful sentiment. Often times people who abuse were once the people being abused, and that cycle was what was scaring Doyun for so long. Even the chance that he could turn into his father and hurt the person he loves was such a scary thing for him. So when his father actually used that fear and trauma as way of taunting him, I got so pissed. But now, I'm just so proud of Doyun for saying "No, FUCK that. I'm GOING to be better. I WILL NOT be like that if it means I get to be with her." Such strength of character.
A Bittersweet Couple
This is the most beautiful story I have ever read seriously the goosebumps the funny part the sad parts this made me feel like I was part of the story the grandmother and father every character so rich and complex overcoming his past trauma and soobin too I am so glad I read this it's going to leave me wanting more I'm going to compare many stories to this for a while hahaha but the story telling the pace the art was phenomenal I am so happy for them so very very very happy inshallah I'll find a love as beautiful as theirs one day also the lessons are so beautiful life is not forever fuck what others say about you keep smiling don't let others dim your life it's okay to have few setbacks just remember to smash life's ass when you get up reminds me of my promise I made to myself when I was younger to never give up on life and always make life my bitch because it's true life is not forever it's short make happy memories and spread happiness and love The communication in this story is fabulous they always say it as it is esp when Soobin was preggo and she was worried that she will be a single mother and that Yejun might leave her to move to Australia since he hadn't said ilyt back to her lol she told him about it and Yejun comforted her and told her what actually went down thr chemistry between them was off chart I didn't even realize I read 50+ chapters without them kissing just flirting and being wholesome and gradually very naturally getting closer This manhwa is going to hold a special place in my heart forever
Positively Yours