Ohayougozaimasu's manga / #Messed up(4)

WE WANT MORE PLEASE!

Am I the only one who isn't able to finish this? Although I'm not usually a delicate flower but the rape scenes were way too triggering and painful and I think if it had some sort of trigger warning in the description it would have been easier for me to not start reading it but now I'm really distressed and I don't get why would anyone find this "sexy". I also hope the maniac doesn't end up being the love interest of the guy he raped.

The whole manga is so good except THE RAPEY SCENES they were so disturbing to watch... I would never understand how anyone finds it sexy or whatever.