imcrazybutimfree's manga / #intense(20)

this masterpiece made me think a lot about life, about the dreams we have and don’t achieve and the “carpe diem” way of thinking. The whole porn showbiz concept is so freaking good and that’s what makes the whole story so dramatic and I feel kinda guilty watching porn now, because this manhwa shows how porn actors are objectified and often treated like sh*t as they’re not even human beings and the awareness that this crap is much more real than what we think even if we conceive it as far away from as made me feel badly concerned. Now I’m more aware of what people arrive to do when they feel cornered and they find themselves in odd and difficult situations.

Non lo supererò mai

The length of the main story feels perfect but it leaves so many things untold!! For example we have basically no informations about the origin and the nature of the relationship between Hua Rong’s assistant and Cheung’s brow haired friend. At the same time I would have liked a whole side story about Hong and his band member, Jiwoo: a simple love story concerning showbiz and past traumas but with no rape and mafia. I liked the gory details that were present in the story in both a physical and psychological manner and it made it so the reader could’ve never blamed the victim (uke) and his decisions and desires afterwards. I loved Lu Hao and Mao’s relationship btw... mutual love with conflicting feelings and circumstances. Overall very heart wrenching and dramatic. I would have liked to see the reunion between the two brothers since their “side” plot doesn’t feel wholly fulfilled.