2ha/ Dumb Husky and his White Cat Shizun
5- keep reading, it's interesting to read now that i've finished the novel
Murderer Llewellyn's enchanting dinner invitation
The mc stuck to what he thought was right the whole time, which takes a shit ton of courage, but was also his biggest cause of pain. He didn't bully others at his orphanage, didn't harm animals and got beaten for it, didn't treat the ml as a dog and suffered from it, didn't care about what he could've been if it went against his love for the ml and his morals. Though I respect him so fucking much for that, it also hurts like hell to read about how his good character brought him so much pain in life. It's frustrating, heartbreaking, and painful but the worst part it is that that's how life is. Also the whole backstory was that the mc went to the prison only to have a roof over his head and food to eat. Though, he got treated badly after seeing how they treated their "dog", and after he felt pity for him, seeing him as human. Shevon wanted nothing more than to see Llewellyn (who the mc named after a prince) be free and living happily. The bitch ass guards tried to use him to "tame" Llewellyn, and he refused and was basically tortured for it. The mc's "friend" of 8 years, after he lost his memory, was keeping track of his life and was the one that hypnotized him into forgetting everything. Shevon eventually kills him when it's either his and his lovers life or the doctors. "That's when I realized...That stealing someone's sense of self is also a kind of murder" (Chp. 85). "I didn't know that this kind of love existed...A love that made the entire world a source of pain" (Chp. 87). "And in this cold, cruel world...maybe 'better' is just another word for 'happy'"(Chp. 90). -ending line OMFG I though he was dead in the end, it hurt sm. Thank fuck it had a happy ending, idk how I would've coped otherwise. The bitches got what they deserved, Shavon and Llewellyn got basically whatever riches they wanted after the government found out about what happened at the prison, and the mc's lived together in a nice house. Though the will probably carry their past, trauma, fear, and PTSD with them for the rest of their lives...things being "better" makes for a "happy life" and that's all I needed as a reader (side note: I cried many tears reading this, from seeing the ml at the prison, to reading about how unfair and cruel life was to our mc, then all over again for nearly every chapter from chapter 80 to 90/the end when everything went down). -6/6/23 FUCKING ONIONS, yet another thing I'll never not be able to associate with BL. I seriously will think about this story every time I see one, or see a storybook about two dolls. 0:)
Taming the Tiger
6/20/23: I finished it!!!! Fucking hell, ahhhhh that's so sad. They couldn't just live a peaceful life till the end, that prince fucker had to break the mc's legs, threw his ring into the fire (that beom gave him), which caused the mc to try and reach for it while behind bars, causing a fire, causing beom to fucking burn half his face and body while saving him. BROOOOO they were happy together even after all that, living from village to village (mc with his legs broken), but the mc fucking died. And the ml carried his dead body to the tree from his hometown that the mc had wanted to see. Then he died there as well. I didn't cry, because I knew they would be reincarnated but still. This author had turns at every chapter. It was interesting and nice at first, until you realized that they were never gonna have the happy ending. Then you see them reincarnated and happy- thank fuck, but that doesn't change what they've been through!! Ugh they both deserve so much.
Eternal Covenant
43- the poor mc finally is gone from the church, though he suffered during trial and was exiled. The "father" dude/ dude who likes the mc but we don't like is going mad rn cause he planned on picking the mc back up after but lost him to the kingdom (the ml's country). The ml is a king, who has lived for over 1,00 years (used to be a dragon) and favors the mc (cause he was his lover in his past life).
hotaru no yomeiri
On chapter 27, really like it. The FL is cute, but has moments where she can deal with shit by herself so not completely "weak". The ML is a hitman stuck on an island and originally was supposed to kill the FL- she offered to marry him, wasn't the only reason why but she got his attention enough for them to run away together. I love how possessive he is, and the way that their relationship is messy but they still talk it through and make it work. Has some sexual related scenes too.
When Fate Finds Us
on chapter 4 but reread from beginning
The Fallen Duke & the Knight Who Hated Him