*Ch.7 pt.2* Really love this story, especially the sex scenes and I really love Renji, but the communication's got me fucked up. I get it's rhe usual, "tough guy can't/doesn't like/know how to express their emotuons", but damn, I feel like it goes a bit too overboard in that directuon, especially when Renji is pretty transparent and is just waiting for Saku to officially reciprocate his feelings. Renji strikes me as the type to never let anyone in as close as Saku is again in his life. Like that only happens one time, for one person, and no more. Even if they can find some happiness in the future, in rhe mean time, Renji can't and doesn't know how to live without Saku by his side and that adoration and thankfulness is something that's hard to come buy normally. I just really feel for Renji. I like an uke who finds it hard to express their feelings here and there, but only as ling as they can properly communicate what they want at least once and don't lead the other person on without clearly stating where they stand, whether it be confusion, mund not made up, only into sex, whatever the case may be. Saku-s horrible communication is what holds this story back from being 5 stars for me, though I want to live it and feel I will love it in the future, especially once his feelings have properly been communicated and he can be cute and lovey with Renji.
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