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Unripened Expression

Complete | Aga | 2016 released

i'm reading chapter 40 and my mans is in a whole love square. i know he has his crush on karam but my heart is rooting for junseo but its definitely jaewon's fault for acting so friendly and cute with him. ughhh someone will be getting hurt and im not ready for that, oh and his first love is making me mad.. you know he's gay, and it's not a joke so stop playing. why do these boys keeping being affectionate with each other and then say i want to stay friends... chapter 61 is where i lost faith in this story. my baby junseo deserved better! how do you not fall in love with the guy who was your rock, always there always listening, protecting you, and the worst part is they couldn't stay together as friends. one day they will be friends again and junseo will be dating a great guy who loves him but still i'm next level mad.

Dark Heaven

Complete | Juns | 2016 released
2022-04-06 03:57 marked

I’m 10 chapters in and honestly I know I was warned but I didn’t expect this story to be so real. I’m a woman, POC, and queer - I haven’t experienced bullying to this extent but I have received the hate. I’ve been called the n-word and told to die. I’ve received a large number of hate from white people. I have never understood where their hate comes from but even in this awful shitty world, they are more acceptable than me. I don’t think I’m a sin or flaw but that didn’t make their words and actions hurt anymore. feeling isolated and I can’t deny that I’ve wished I was white. I think this will be hard to read and I can’t prepare myself but I’ve wanted to read it for years so I’ll try my best. I also think the mc was raped and is being blackmailed and that makes me sick. even in a world where same-sex marriage is allowed people would rather kill us than let us live peacefully. even now the year 2022 people want to revoke our rights and think we are mentally ill. chapter 47 - they have rekindled and I am happy. I still have many questions and I know I’m only halfway through the story but I hope it ends in a good way. this story has so much hate and it hurts to read. having religious parents and being disowned is a feeling I can’t explain - it just hurts so much. I respect all religions until people use their religion as an excuse to spread hate and discrimination. this story is no different than the real world. 83.1 completed - ah so many feelings I was honestly worried Simon wasn’t waking up. I’m happy Conor's mother stood up against the church and stood by her son. I know it’s not simple for those devoted to the church to leave so it meant a lot. the author truly put anything uncivilized and problematic into one story. I know it’s not my joy to determine who is good or bad, honestly, it’s not anyone's that’s why we have laws and regulations. I think those who needed to die died - they were not human they were monsters. the world is full of disgusting monsters and the worst part is they could’ve been sweet people that faced darkness. gale was raped by that disgusting pig and so much more happened to him but he looked truly kind and happy at one point - he wasn’t born evil but was forced to become evil to feel human. those who can’t live without hate do not deserve to go to the same place as people who live peacefully and respect others. the bible has been altered so much and priests are living in mansions. I respect all religions but I do not respect people who use their religion for justification to discriminate and be hateful to others. if God does exist I refuse to believe the world we live in is the one he wanted - a world where people are killed for love, a world where ethnicity determines your worth. I think the author did great and I'm happy I put this off for so long, it was a difficult story but a realistic one. I could say so much more but I’m sleepy. I am happy all worked out and I truly wish that Gale got his revenge against their “father.”

Love Is An Illusion

Complete | Fargo | 2000 released
2022-01-20 02:23 marked

i'm so happy! i saw the notification and couldn't believe it. i was so upset with how chapter 72 ended with just an i like you after every single thing they went through. i hated how cold hye-sung was to dojin. but now there's a chance i can forgive hye-sung for all his wrongdoings. that was the only thing i couldn't stand in the story. man, i hope this goes well i'm excited for the rest of the story! chapter 98 - The comment section brought out the typer in me i enjoy how the author didn’t make Hye-sung an obedient omega. yes Hye-sung has been annoying and has made me mad especially when byul was born but come on he never expected that life at all. i don’t think enough people realize that Hye-sung was never going to be a “perfect parent” experiencing extensive trauma doesn’t disappear it stays with you forever. being depressed doesn’t just go away because you have a family and child. instead, you smile when you can and try keeping it together. people need to understand that Hye-sung was raised in an unhealthy environment and then when he had dreams and goals they were completely taken from him by dojin. neither one of them is perfect but people favorite dojin and preach how great of a parent he is but he's just had a healthier life and was able to adjust. he has been controlling and manipulative when he feels jealous or that Hye-sung isn’t happy. and might i add dojin violated Hye-sung and said you’re an omega everything you believe is a lie and you’re dumb for thinking different. i’m sorry but if a stranger entered my life and flipped it upside down i would despise them also. Hye-sung being an alpha was his only escape. then he gets knocked up and was manipulated into having (ever so loving byul) and people still expected him to just wake up and be a god of parenting?! some of these comments make me so sad because having trauma and mental illnesses is not something you can easily push aside, it’s not easily dealt with. when Hye-sung feels better yes talking about it can help but he will never be 100%. his life was flipped upside down and he’s not perfect but he is also young and inexperienced. he’s growing and trying. and now his dad just flipped his world upside down again and he’s broken and some of y’all expected him to just push all those emotions aside?! him smiling at byul and not running away are major stepping stones. he’s still at home he’s just hurt. byul is a baby he’s going to cry when he sees his moms upset and ofc he wants his mom but byul also has a huge group of people that care for him. let Hye-sung feel and then we can see what happens after. and also to top it off i’m pretty sure that his mom. y’all can’t say if this was you you would be okay?! maybe i’m different because if i was Hye-sung i would’ve lost my sanity by now. chapter 99.6 - i’ve been putting finishing this off for almost a year. honestly, I find the story irritating and to have too much angst. the plot is good but as i’ve said before not a fan of the relationship of the main couple and how people look down on Hye-sung. this story was not great and I think the beginning could be better but the author still did an amazing job and improved as time went by. I like how even at the end Hye-sung was still struggling. I know that can sound bad but a happy ending where all was okay would not have been pleasing to me. there is trauma and pain he has to work through, he is still young and figuring life out. all that matters is him and dumbass dojin have improved and that Hye-sung is doing his best to be a good parent for Byul. chapter 108 - crying. they adopted I love them and their lil family.

If You Hate Me So

Complete | Fargo | 2016 released

i enjoyed this manga but the author did a lot of different things at the same time and at some points i had to reread to understand. i read "love is an allusion" before "if you hate me so" which i found funny when seeing their relationship develop differently. i decided to read this manga again and i just finished chapter 10 and i feel sick to my stomach. i remember that latter on it gets better and he learns from his wrong doings but still, this just doesn't sit right with me. it still feels rushed and it's hard to keep track of everything going on, all of the boys seem to have some sort of issue and don't know how to properly express themselves.

Walk on Water

Complete | Jaxx,Jang Mokdan | 2000 released
2020-06-29 03:43 marked

this was good but i honestly have no clue how to feel about it. i get that yeowoon just wanted to move on and have no connection to chang but still, i feel uneasy about it. chang was left with a void inside him from losing someone he thought would forever be indebted to him but still, he should have gotten a good beating for what he did. i enjoyed the art style it reminded me of back to school. the storyline was pretty interesting, i like how it shows the porn business can be good for making money but it can also take a piece of you that feels alive. overall i feel conflicted by how everything played out but in a way it was realistic and there's no way for the bad to just disappear, i like how the author gave closure instead of a simple happy ending.

Truth or Dare

Complete | Youmy | 2000 released

i'm around 10 chapters into the story and i find myself obsessed with the words, how they intertwine and tell a deep story. i know something is not right, that boy jinsol makes me feel on edge. he can't tell a lie but that doesn't mean he can't tell a temporary truth one that ends the second he says it. manipulative is a word i would use. wait no... what just happened please tell me chapter 30 is not real i honestly knew there was more to the story but didn't think this would be it. well, i finished and i loved it. the concept was original i haven't read a manga like this and the storyline was genuinely great. there were times when my heart was racing and i was getting anxious because i felt overwhelmed but this was truly a work of art. a part of me wants to go back and read what jinsol said to saegye all those times before chapter 30 but i know it will just upset me. the beautiful lines that drew me in, the endless care and support from jinsol just mean if i go back i can never read it with the same joy. the author did an incredible job with all of the plot twists and the character development was well throughout.

The Best Smell

Complete | Lee Man-Se | 2000 released
2021-10-25 07:42 marked

this was hard to understand at some points but others i was dying laughing. definitely a fun read update Oct. 24 - I have no clue where I left off and I honestly don’t wanna start over so I’m just gonna give it four stars and say it was a good story because I don’t remember it.

Star x Fanboy

Complete | Kim Cheomji | 2000 released

i finished season one and i have to say this is really adorable and super cute. it's very different from any BL that i have read its fluffy and innocent, fanboy is so precious. i wasn't sure about it at first but i'm really happy i started it, it's nice to have a change. it looks like a cartoon and i couldn't tell if the characters were in middle school or high school and then i read the character notes and found out there in their twenties. this story is creative and i enjoyed the author's differences compared to all most all mangas.

Sign

Complete | Ker | 2017 released

i refuse to accept it's over. i loved this story so much, it had originality and a great concept. it was cute and fluffy from beginning to end. the ending was sweet but i need to know what he wrote, it doesn't have to be between them you can tell me. i can't wait to read this again one day and experience their beautiful story all over. sign language is a wholesome thing and i wish more people understood it and its importance to others. the author did an incredible job.

Legs That Won't Walk

Complete | 흑살구, Black Apricot | 2020 released
2020-07-02 19:10 marked