blue's manga / #tragedy(17)

i’m not going to read it here but to take note season one covered up till chapter 38 :) see you later future me

attack on titan

this was just as the name says. it was intense. I had moments where I read fast because I was scared to feel only pain. the angst and anticipation kept my heart racing. I didn’t know if their ending would be good or bad. their pasts are both tragic and painful, what they went through is devastating but they can’t let their past hold them back and instead need to move forward. they found happiness within each other. the manga was well written and although tragic I think the ending was fitting. to only feel pain and be scared of pleasure since it’s unknown is a terrifying thing and I’m happy the mc was able to learn pleasure is happiness and shouldn’t be scary. I enjoyed this and I’m happy I came across it.

this was a well-written psychological thriller. there are many things I could say but it’s past 4 am and i’m sleepy. in short I started this because of the hype and wasn’t sure if it would be good but it was amazing. the author made changes and grew as the chapter went on. good job with the details on psychopaths and trying to write something realistic. this was a true thriller and kept me on my toes to the point I binged it.

lucky x unlucky. this took me a long time to finish, honestly didn’t think I would. it felt wordy and dragged on so it was hard for me to focus. around chapter 40 things started happening and the story had an interesting flow. I had high expectations but i’m deeply disappointed. shoving so many emotions and answer into a single chapter sucks. hart ended up with a tragic life and I think how he was feeling wasn’t handled by him saying “I want to live with you,” I needed more I need to feel like he was truly happy I needed to see them graduating and going on their trip at least. the ending of chapter 56 was how they met when they were children and that was it?! what surgery did hart need? was hart able to find any peace? broken people can’t rely on others to put them together again, they have to get the glue and do it themselves (directed at me also). jaspers character was beaten and bruised, he was bullied and looked down upon so much, I would’ve liked to see him smile more. anyways I don’t think they had a happy ending, I think if you looked at the story long-term jasper died in a freak accident and hart kills himself because he feels responsible. I didn’t like the ending, it feels empty and unfulfilling as if the author was in a rush to end the story.