Komyushou Riiman wa Koi no Shikata ga Wakarimasen
communication disorder x outgoing personality. sad to see the rating at an 8.8 I have awful social anxiety, overall anxiety surrounds my everyday life even when i’m alone. I find people to be overwhelming and frustrating to the extent I find comfort staying home. people easily misunderstand me especially since i’m not great at explaining myself or my feelings. it’s better to talk in person to see someone's reaction but I find that to be a lot so texting is my go-to. I found this story to be incredibly relatable, when I work I have to deal with customers so i go into a complete personality switch as if im a hero hiding my true identity. I smile and try to share enough where people are comfortable around me but not too much that they feel the need to talk to me about unnecessary matters. I think the pacing was great since overcoming his communication problem isn’t simple, I think there was a lot of development for the mc and couple. me and my ex had a similar relationship so maybe that’s why I think it was great. anyways this wasn’t perfect but still very enjoyable. I’ve taken steps forward and I hope one day I can take even more, I hope there will be a day I don’t have a panic attack because I left my headphones at home or a day where if something in my routine goes wrong I don’t get overwhelmed. a day where I can just breathe and don’t have to rely on medication to make me fit in with people.
Hate Me
this was an amazing gl but why must it be so short. I liked how even though it’s only 5 chapters the author allowed us to see them grow. it was very cute and chapter 5 was extra spicy
The Blurry Viewfinder
facial recognition deficiency. I started this on another site but didn’t finish. it seems good and to not be able to recognize anyone especially those closest to you makes the story different. finished - this was good but it would’ve been a lot better with more chapters. I liked the art style and plot. I liked how the author brought awareness to prosopagnosia (face blindness). I would’ve liked to see more development between the couple. a few things were confusing but not that important. the mom said two days and was gone for a month... I think that’s why the author did that so we could see them acting like a “family” but disappearing for so long without a word is awful parenting, even if you know your child is with someone trusting. i’m very happy that the intern teacher was fired, if you think a child was going to be kidnapped instantly call the family to get information and call the cops. if he was a kidnapper he clearly knew her name and where she went to daycare! I understand feeling uncomfortable if someone keeps staring at you but I think there are kinder ways to handle the situation. this story and good potential I wish we could’ve seen more.
Wild City
honestly, I have so much to say I am in complete shock. this story is chaotic and nothing like what I expected. the author used every single plot they could think of and every wild scenario they came across. I was going to drop it… I really was. I thought it was gonna be dumb and stupid and a waste of my time and although it was dumb and stupid I just binge read this so fast and have no regrets. if you are fine with a ridiculous plot and kind of silly funny goofy mood of a story read this. I knew Taylor wasn’t the one because he was a doctor (they kinda old) and Jimmy is young like really young. that was a confusing part because they’re all adults but they live in dorms and all look like they’re in high school or middle school. In short, I was not cheering for Taylor but I wanted Jimmy to be happy. it was really difficult for me to say FU Taylor - until he was a total jerk and kept misleading Jimmy. when you truly love someone it does not matter what everyone else around you thinks that’s why I enjoyed Henry’s character. my boy Mason I didn’t like him at the beginning but he grew on me and I cannot accept that he died!! I refuse to accept they just killed him off like that but he was suffering so like in a way I’m happy he found peace but to know that he let go of Henry and everything just to protect him just makes it worse. I hated the abuse and bullying the plot really got me at some points I was ready to just give up but now it’s almost midnight so clearly, I didn’t give up… I’m happy that neither Henry or Jimmy was selected as the elite seeing as what happened to blue hair dude and all the others. also happy psycho orange-haired dude is stuck in wild city - FU douche. this was yaoi and shounen-ai to me. no explicit scenes which is fine by me but at the same time I saw heads flying all around and blood everywhere so it was just kind of funny. I love how the author kept Henry short we love a short king. the last chapter is my most favorite, seeing Taylor again making a change and seeing Henry and Jimmy with their two adorable kids made it where I can sleep tonight. also, I loved the memes so much!!
Furenaide Ritorusuta
alpha x omega. mixed feelings because why must there be a 17 year age gap. I read another omegaverse a while back that is the exact same, older omega takes in a nonrelated child who turns out to be an alpha, and ofc they end up together except this one is much more sweet and loving. honestly, since they aren’t blood-related and he didn’t groom him the plot doesn’t bother me but the big age gap does. lil alpha should’ve been around 10 (so a child like parenting style still fits) and the omega a few years younger at least. i think a story with this type of plot should have a 10 year gap max. i am happy that the author did wait for the alpha to finish college and grow and the omega to get stabilized so it didn’t feel forced. the story was good, I liked the supportive beta, the art style, and the concept of not having a heat due to constant exposure. their child is adorable it just makes me sad that if no unfortunate events occur the omega will die significantly sooner.
Osananajimi (♂) to no Arekore.
childhood friends. very sweet and fluffy story. I liked how there was no unnecessary drama, or hurt feelings. I liked the openness and acceptance of each other. the sisters were a funny addition and I liked how the seme was reading an omegaverse bl to learn. the friends were also very sweet and enduring characters. not much to the plot but you could feel the chemistry and love.
Rumspringa no Joukei
I don’t know what to say or more like how to word it. the story was beautiful and makes you think and feel many emotions. it was deep, tragic but loving. I only knew a little bit about Amish people and their life choices, i’ve never desired looking into it because to me they are just people that chose a different path. the author created something wonderful, the right words and expressions were used to keep me attracted to the story. it was truly wonderful. I never knew about rumspringa and the choices that people had to make. to be exiled and leave everything behind if a pain I can’t understand. “love is wonderful… but it’s a wonderful curse,” that is something I fully understand. people all around the world live and experience different paths in life, I think even if that path is full of obstacles and sadness you should still follow it as long as it makes you happy. regret will weigh humans down more than anything else.
Love Me Doctor!
I truly didn’t have high expectations for this webtoon but it was worth the read. the seme suffering and going through all those realizations and truly becoming vulnerable is what made me give it 4 stars. the story was not perfect but man there were times I felt my heart ache cause I could feel their emotions and that was what kept me intrigued. I was distant at first because a doctor acting in such an inappropriate relationship with a patient was distracting but I just kept telling myself it’s a webtoon it’ll be okay. I won’t lie i’m guilty of my imagination going to some weird places when i’m at my obgyn so it was more of jealousy. something about being vulnerable with a doctor who knows all about special spots gets me heated. anyways I enjoyed the plot and how no one was homophobic. I liked the art style and characters, happy the second couple finally figured their relationship out and i’m happy that the story didn’t have an unreasonable amount of special chapters. I knew that the seme would be the tutor from the past but I didn’t expect him to have had such strong feelings and not know. I liked how the mc realized that how he felt in the current time was similar to the past. I laughed a lot when the seme was thinking he should quit his job so he could roll around all day in bed with the person he loves. the special chapter were good, I think the video was a great idea, and im happy the seme was patient with experimenting.
Kowagaranai de, Soba ni Ite
I would love to read a prequel on how they met. this story was so sweet and I cried. same-sex relationships are just like any relationship but I get not wanting to take away someone’s chances. I get the weight but you have to talk about it. I remember telling my partner that I couldn’t have her child and I started crying and wanted to end things she said that she couldn’t have my child either and asked if I still loved her. of course, I loved her! I don’t care about that I just wanted to be with her. “it’s the same for me so why can’t you accept my choice,” that was the biggest realization that it wasn’t my choice to decide her future. it was my choice to define what happiness is to her. I just wanted her to be happy and because of society and my family I didn’t think I was enough, I thought she could find true happiness with a man, what awful irony. I went against everything I believed because when I was faced with a reality I didn’t want her to lose people as I did. I understand why he did it and I understand why the seme was so mad. this story was beautiful and im happy I came across it. I hope a day comes when we don’t have to second guess ourselves when it comes to happiness.
Kazoku Ni Narouyo