Wakabaryou de, Kimi to
the second couple deserved more. the third couple felt sad and unnecessary.
Playboy Beast
i need this finished asap. the uke is too cute and i love how he’s not “weak” and just lets the seme have his way with him but he also asks for things. and shoutout to the seme!!! a man that did not force himself onto the uke and stopped when he was supposed to. it’s the respect and equality for me. chapter 4 left a cliff hanger and it’s either going to go good or bad. either way, that nurse is a grown woman acting like an immature child. how dare she be this selfish and stupid. update chapter 5 is here and i want us to have animal characteristics so i can entwine my tail with someone.
Michiru Heya
I hope Roger never has to go through such pain again. I hope his future was full of laughs and smiles. the dad, poor man he wanted a family and with his kind heart, he was used. he would’ve continued being an amazing father. the friends are an incredible, and excepting, loving, healthy group of kids that all contribute to each other’s happiness. the two tall guys were so cute, they were in protective mode. I know the uke will help Roger experience things he never thought he would, he’ll take home and love him fully. overall a beautiful story that pained me to read.
Tasogare Outfocus
the story felt full of innocence. they were clear of the desire for each other which led to a limited amount of arguing and drama. the story was beautiful and i’m happy that it was easy to follow.
Incidentally Living Together
i am trying so hard to read this but all i can think about is killing stalking. ugh, i guess it’s the art style. also, why is this giving me so much second-hand embarrassment! the nipples have me cackling. this isn't easy to read at all, every time i see his scars it makes my heart stop and i look at my own. i feel like picking the blade up again, the more i read this the more the pain i've pushed down is starting to come back. if you are suffering from depression or have suicidal thoughts please read this with caution!!! usually, i can read pretty fast but this one is not easy at all, i keep having to shut my computer and taking a deep breath. i feel my heart racing and i feel empty. just be safe and don't self-harm as much as you may want to please stay strong, we've all made it this far by fighting, don't lose your battle. i finished. it took a while but it was worth it, this story is unlike any BL that ive read and i appreciate it so much. the ending did not disappoint i found the overall story realistic and the ending was good. i appreciate the author for acknowledging that just because they found each other the dark days won't go away. this gave me joy, i smiled, i laughed, i cried, i paused and looked at myself. i feel reassured that i might think my life is meaningless but someone around me may not. i realized that its okay to feel pain for a long time because hopefully one day my life will be filled with more light than darkness.
Cocoon of the Heart
this story is about difficulties and overcoming obstacles you never want to face. it’s about change and development. it has a plot, a plot that’s not rare in our real lives a plot that you might find safety from. it’s a story i can relate to, in a way im almost speechless by how much i was drawn into it. everything around me went away and the story was all that existed. you can never understand someone or their life fully but you can always try to. you can try to be by their side, try and listen and fight when they push you away. terrence is a shattered plate, a shattered plate can be put back together but it’ll always have some missing pieces. i understood him his emotions and his wounds from fighting, they weren’t that far from my own. overtime i had someone stand by my side and after years of helping i pushed him away so i could learn how to walk on my own two feet. it’s been four years and sometimes he messages me and sometimes i reply. he wasn’t my soul mate but he’s the reason why my story continues to build chapters.
Tatoeba Konna Koi no Hanashi
based on a true story. both men were very patient and loving with each other. i’m not sure i would be able to function properly if the one i loved left for a year and lived with another. in the end he returned and i hope that these characters and then men the story is based on off lived happy loving lives together.
My Home Your Oneroom