blue's manga / #dark(25)

At the End of the Road

Complete | Haribo | 2016 released

this was good. not perfect but still enjoyable. i’ve never read a story where i’ve despised so many characters. the real victim is the twin who died but he’s free, he gets to live in peace, he would’ve never had this if he stayed. i’m happy the mc was able to get a decent life and become happy. this story is dark and messed up in many ways but it was done well. it has holes and isn’t perfect but I can tell the author tried hard. I expected myself to cry and be triggered but honestly I was more angry than anything.

Sweet Home

Complete | Kim Carnby,Hwang Youngchan | 2000 released
2020-11-23 02:32 marked

Sabita Yoru Demo Koi Wa Sasayaku

Complete | ogeretsu tanaka | 2014 released

this was a great story. it’s nice how the seme knew what he was doing was wrong and had remorse. what he did is unforgivable but if he’s suffering on the inside it’s a little bit more okay. the new seme from the ukes childhood cherishes and truly loves the uke. they changed each other lives for the better.

Decision

Complete | Lee-oh, wnb hair | 2000 released

talk about uncensored. what a plot too bad it was so short :(

A Dead Crow's Stare Webtoon

Complete | N.bob | 2019 released
2021-12-15 19:52 marked

looked at all the raws and i am very much so invested!!! it’s completed - what an abnormal but intriguing bl. I like the zombie setting and the relationship between the characters. I think it’s ridiculous how small the mcs penis is but when the redhead gave him head it made me laugh - he looked like he was drinking through a straw. both the tops seem to truly care about the mc, their eyes never acknowledged anyone else and it’s cute how they both nag and try to kill each other. the author's note was helpful and fun to read, they acknowledged it wasn’t perfect but I could tell they worked hard and had fun, I didn’t expect the age difference since the three of them act like children. overall it’s them against the world and at least they don’t have to worry about having a crying baby. I liked the change the bl had and I hope to see more like it in the future. there’s another zombie one i’m reading that not complete and I also enjoy it. I personally would either die at the beginning of the apocalypse or people would have to help me survive, honestly, if two people fell in love with me I would try living.. hehe. well, anyway this was great in its own way.

Cocoon of the Heart

Complete | RosyStarling | 2000 released

this story is about difficulties and overcoming obstacles you never want to face. it’s about change and development. it has a plot, a plot that’s not rare in our real lives a plot that you might find safety from. it’s a story i can relate to, in a way im almost speechless by how much i was drawn into it. everything around me went away and the story was all that existed. you can never understand someone or their life fully but you can always try to. you can try to be by their side, try and listen and fight when they push you away. terrence is a shattered plate, a shattered plate can be put back together but it’ll always have some missing pieces. i understood him his emotions and his wounds from fighting, they weren’t that far from my own. overtime i had someone stand by my side and after years of helping i pushed him away so i could learn how to walk on my own two feet. it’s been four years and sometimes he messages me and sometimes i reply. he wasn’t my soul mate but he’s the reason why my story continues to build chapters.

Yakusoku no Neverland

Complete | Kaiu Shirai,Posuka Demizu | 2016 released

i’m not going to read it here but to take note season one covered up till chapter 38 :) see you later future me

Intense(Lee Kyung Ha)

Complete | Lee Kyung Ha,Kyungha Yi | 2000 released
2021-05-24 07:45 marked

this was just as the name says. it was intense. I had moments where I read fast because I was scared to feel only pain. the angst and anticipation kept my heart racing. I didn’t know if their ending would be good or bad. their pasts are both tragic and painful, what they went through is devastating but they can’t let their past hold them back and instead need to move forward. they found happiness within each other. the manga was well written and although tragic I think the ending was fitting. to only feel pain and be scared of pleasure since it’s unknown is a terrifying thing and I’m happy the mc was able to learn pleasure is happiness and shouldn’t be scary. I enjoyed this and I’m happy I came across it.

The Sound of Your Voice

Complete | hana (하나) | 2000 released
2021-06-08 23:51 marked

i’ve had this on my list for a while but honestly, the art style never caught my attention. However yesterday you find anything to read try. The art style and color pattern were beautiful in their own way. the author had me thinking it was a fluffy romance but it ended up being dark and sad, i loved every chapter. I loved the characters. I loved the plot. I loved Ethan's painful past. I loved how the title connected throughout the entire story. I loved the support and love our lost mc felt. I enjoyed how jimmy’s past was kept a secret, the focus on the main character alone was well done. we know jimmy’s past also has hardships but the main thing we know is that he was able to portray “C” ofc I would have enjoyed knowing more but then the story would’ve been extra sad. I hated how the professor kept asking Ethan if he had forgiven his father… I have never been able to forgive my father for the abuse and effects he’s had on my life and I probably never will. I'm just happy the flow was good and we were able to see ethan slowly change and find peace. i’m happy that he said to call the cops when the red-head laid his hands on him, my blood was boiling and I was scared Ethan would lose himself. although the story is dark it’s also full of love and laughter. it was a beautiful read.

Kizudarake no Hakoniwa

Complete | MAKI Masaki | 2016 released
2021-08-30 14:58 marked

this was entertaining. the beginning was random and fast but besides that, it was very easy to understand the story. just two messed up people that “fall in love” the seme is far from stable, pretty sure if the uke tried to leave it would be unsightly. although the seme is demented and the uke was living a peaceful life… together they created a world full of obsessive lust. overall not bad but not great. I think the author should’ve gone more psychological and this would’ve been higher rated. also instead of him picking the mc randomly, the mangaka could’ve tied in some analyzing or stalking.