Speak Of The Devil
paused read after reading chap 53. this one is really heavy and fucked up... secretary has a heavy unrequited crush on his boss and endures his feeling getting trampled over and over again till he can't anymore while they entered a physical relationship. eventually he quits and try to get over his feelings, when he successfully does the boss comes crawling like a bastard to ask to have the secretary back and so they can enter a romatic relationship. but protagonist has gone through all those miserable stages of grief that all there is left is disgust and disdain. but the boss blocked the protagonist from getting a new job as secretary and now blackmails the guy into having ten times sex with him before undoing the employment block. it's so very toxic, so i can only read this in one go...
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